Chris, Im so sorry it was it was hard on you. I have a good idea how you felt. My mom died 3 yrs ago--as of Dec 13 and I have not gone thru her stuff or to rid of it or pack it away or anything. I just havent been able to bring myself to do it. I know I need to do it but it brings back so many painful memories of her illness and death.
Prayers and hugs for you. I hope you are able to have some happiness with your family during Christmas--I know it will be hard.