Nelson and Jenn's wonderful journey...

Jenn, DS eats vanilla ice cream EVERY NIGHT after dinner. Once in awhile he will eat a sugar cookie. He likes Jelly Belly jelly beans. He likes sushi. He LOVES Uncrustables.

Kids are quirky. You will figure it out as you go along. :)
 
Put me in jail NOW! :cloud9:

Oh cm'on Rosie... those are SO FAKE!!!! I could totally see a guy being fooled by 'em but surely NOT a full-grown full-bozoomed sophisticated lady like you.

not smishy, not wiggly (not even in slo-mo), not comfy, not friendly -- but hard and cold like freaking rocks... :sad2:
 
He made me bleed! :eek:


Really. It was weird. Nelson has injected me 9 times with this particular med and last night for some reason, I bled! Just a little drop, but this morning when I woke up there was a dime sized bruise!

No big deal. Just kinda funny. I only felt bad about it because he felt terrible!

I am aiming for matching bruises tonight! ;)
 

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My cycle began on Saturday, so today I headed in for a baseline US. I just spoke with the nurse and I will begin injections again this evening. The same amount : 150 mg of Menopur which I get to mix :stir:and inject myslef with for the next five nights. I will go for another US on Saturday morning to see where things are...

Since my doctor is in Providence and there is a spa I like in the Providence Place Mall, once I find out the date of the insemination, I am booking a massage... I want to be uber-relaxed... I don't know if I will have the massage before or after the insemination... I guess it just depends... It isnt like this is something I can plan too well... Nelson and I have also decided to get a hotel room right in Providence... probably at the Westin. It looks like the insemination may take place around our 7th wedding anniversary (10/12) so we may try to "get away" 20 minutes from home.


Ultrasound this morning. :sick: It was the worst one I have ever had. I woke up with the beginning of a migraine. By the time we got to Providence, my head was throbbing and I thought I was going to vomit at any moment. I was not in a good place. :sick:

The US tech begins the test and she is having trouble finding my ovaries. After about 3 minutes of digging, she finds the right one. Tells me that there is a 12.5, a 10, and one smaller than a 10 on the right. My left side is usually the overachiever, so I was anxious to hear about what might be on the left side if there was already three on the right. BUT... she cannot find my left ovary. :mad: Literally, cannot find it (this was not the usual tech so I don't know if that had something to do with it) she was searching for about 7 minutes. I think it was 20 (you would have too if you were in my position :laughing:), but Nelson assured me that it was 7 minutes. That is alot of time when you consider that I am usually on and off that table in under a minute and the fact that there is not a lot of room for her to be digging. :mad:

She tells me that maybe I should get up, get dressed, go have my bloodwork in the next room over, walk around the office a bit to see if we can "jog" it loose. So I go get my bloodwork and go wait in the office. I walk up and down the hallway and walk around the office in circles. After 20 minutes she calls us back in. Up on the table and still cannot find it. This time she dug around for about 5 minutes. She kept saying that she was where it should be b/c she was right along side where the arteries are that it should be at and yada, yada, yada. I was trying to be nice and not steal the wand from her to try to find the little sucker myself! pirate:

She then tells me that I am going to have to come back Monday and have them look for it because she just cant find it. :eek: I was, am, less than thrilled.

So I go home and await my instructions. I get a call that they want me to do another 150mg of the Menopur tonight and again tomorrow night, I will have to go back for more bloodwork and another US on Monday morning.

This totally messes up our plans. We were hoping for a Monday insemination (which if things were going as they did last month, Monday would have been the day). Monday happens to be our 7th wedding anniversary , so we were going to get a hotel room in Providence and relax and well, stuff.

I guess that is why it is said: If you want to make God laugh, tell her your plans.

So now, we are not going away Sunday and Monday... but are going to go away next Thursday, Friday and Saturday. Hopefully the insemination will take place Wednesday... but we will see... :upsidedow
 
I can only imagine how frustrating this must have been for you and Nelson, Jenn. Virtual hug and good vibes headed your way :hug: :goodvibes
 
Jen...HUGS. I could not imagine how hard this is...not only on your body, but your heart as well.
 
Thanks you two! :hug:

I went back yesterday morning and had bloodwork and an US. SURPRISE! AWOL ovary found in under a flippin' minute! pirate:

My instructions were another injection last night, one tonight, and another US tomorrow morning. We are getting closer! There was a 16.5 on each ovary. Looking at maybe a Thursday or Friday insemination. :yay:
 
If it helps...
They have trouble finding mine too. :flower3:
 
Jenn I am glad things seem to be going well and that today the "missing" ovary was found easily. I guess now you know what tech you want to avoid, eh? However, um can you please avoid typing SURPRIE like that--I saw that first (because it jumped out) and was momentarily overly excited thinking you went in for the regular appointment and found at you are already pregnant--stranger things have happened. Really though--I am very happy for you taht today went much better than your last appointment:goodvibes
 
:lmao: Sorry Hadley. I won't do it again. :rotfl: That is pretty funny though. I keep hoping the same thing everything I feel pressure or a twinge...
 
It was pretty funny:upsidedowI actually started to shout a little with glee and then saw the post around the words and cutt myself off mid whoop. DD came over wanting to know what the excitement was about even:lmao: I had to explain that I though mometarily Jenn was pregnant. Saw the confusion on her face, realized she would be thinking of someone we knew in New Hampshire who very vocally did not want kids, explained it is you from the DIS, etc. She wanted to know if you are cruising with us sometime (our first reason for being DISers was a cruise meet thread) and I told her hopefully--the plan is you get pregnant NOW and then you and Nelson and little bundle of extreme joy join us.
All the above becuase I saw SURPRISE and overreacted:lmao:

I am sure every twinge, bit of nausea, groggy day, etc sends waves of hope through you:hug:It will probably end up being the month when you feel great and think there is no chance you are pregnant:rolleyes: Uh, this month, right?
 
The oven is warm and ready for a bun. ;)

I will give myself the last injection tonight and go for insemination on Friday morning. :upsidedow
 
The oven is warm and ready for a bun. ;)

I will give myself the last injection tonight and go for insemination on Friday morning. :upsidedow

We're all pulling for you Jenn....'pecially Wally...he's pulling really hard and fast.
 
Rosie!
Jenn needs you down stairs to help with her shot.
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The pregnancy test came back negative today. :sad1:

I have two more months to get this right. I will do one more round in November and December, then I cut myself off from treatment - I cannot stay on this roller coaster forever.

Will start the adoption process in January sometime.
 
Oh, Jenn, I can't even imagine what you're going through. I get soooo excited when you post to this thread, then feel so let down when the news is bad. Again, I can't imagine what it's like for you.

:grouphug:
 
Jenn,
I am sorry you got bad news again today.

I hope you get to be a mom very soon. My DH and I did the fertility ride about 10 years ago. I admire your ability to stick with it and keep such a positive attitude.

We decided to adopt. My daughters are my favorite people in the world. The first time I saw their faces I fell so deeply in love that none of the heart-break of fertility issues, or the long wait to adopt mattered any more.

I am sending you good wishes for becoming a mom in whatever way works best for you.

If you want to PM me about adoption, please feel free. (I am not trying to push adoption, but I thought you might have some questions or reservations about it and since we seem to have similar histories, I thought I my experience might be helpful for you.)
Leah
 
Jen :hug: sorry about the news. My thoughts are with you.
 














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