make plans then.
make plands to hang out with him, thats what i had to do
Im going to.
This was/is the first person thats ever liked me and I liked back.
The first time i liked him, it was ME telling HIM i liked him and him liking me back, and this time its HIM telling ME and me confessing that i still do.
Im so..
WHY.
I mean..okay.
This is so pathetic.
Normally when I have a crush on someone its just a special bond i feel with them.
This is like..special bond times 5, man of my dreams, shoot me now or forever hold your peace type thing xD
and its sounds SO CRAZY when I say "Man of my dreams" but ...its...true...
I have like this incredibly impossible list.
1. Classic, no gangster, no labels nothing, just a boy.
2. No weird outfits, im not saying to dress nice, but dont dress in trash either
3. I dont care about sports, but its a definite turn-on
4. Must smell good, i dont care what girls say about "i love his sweat smell omg" but i really like a guy who takes care in his hygiene
5. I dont care about height, but a tall person is usually really...romantic/awkward
6. Must like me, as much as I like them.
So far...all of my list has been fufilled.
Which is so crazy, he meets the requirements of the "man of my dreams".
Ive had crushes before and they DONT fufill the list, and that was okay, but...this is so insane.
XD JEEPERS
somebody slap me
Em.. il get to 600 tomoro
I'll be back later. 
Bye Lauren 
