She passed away early Tuesday morning from lung cancer.
I am so very sad. I knew it was coming and she was so ill it seemed the best thing for her, but in the end it is still hard when it happens. I cannot even comprehend what the holidays will be like now without her. Nothing will ever be the same again. Telling my grandmother was one of the worst things I've ever had to do. She just cried and cried...Mother was her only child. I cannot even comprehend how hard it must be to lose a child, no matter what the age.
She was still so very young and should have had many more years ahead of her. She should have been able to see her grandchildren grow up and should have had many more happy memories with them. I feel like I will never truly be happy again. I know people get over losses such as this and I suppose I will too, but right now it is hard to imagine. I've lost grandparents, and hard as that was, losing a parent is so much more difficult, especially since she had to go way before her time. Cancer sucks.
I am so very sad. I knew it was coming and she was so ill it seemed the best thing for her, but in the end it is still hard when it happens. I cannot even comprehend what the holidays will be like now without her. Nothing will ever be the same again. Telling my grandmother was one of the worst things I've ever had to do. She just cried and cried...Mother was her only child. I cannot even comprehend how hard it must be to lose a child, no matter what the age.
She was still so very young and should have had many more years ahead of her. She should have been able to see her grandchildren grow up and should have had many more happy memories with them. I feel like I will never truly be happy again. I know people get over losses such as this and I suppose I will too, but right now it is hard to imagine. I've lost grandparents, and hard as that was, losing a parent is so much more difficult, especially since she had to go way before her time. Cancer sucks.
