I am so very sorry for your loss. Losing one of my children is my greatest fear. Although I cannot even fathom your grief I offer my deepest condolences and pray you can find solace at this horrible time.
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. I wish there was something any of us could say or do to help take away your pain. Please know you have lots of people here praying for you, and wishing you peace. It sounds like your son was a fantastic person.
I can't even begin to imagine the pain you are feeling right now. Unfortunately, there is nothing any of us can say to make that go away. Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers.