We just received our proofs, although we aren't up on Randy's website yet, and I did the same thing when I first looked at them. I was very critical of myself and my faces in the pictures. I went through them over and over, and really started to love the ones that I didn't like so much at first. We've also shown quite a few family members and they chose ones that I thought were horrible!! It's very difficult during the photoshoot to know what you are supposed to be doing. Randy does tell you where to stand, but you don't know whether you should smile, or keep a straight face. It is a lot of pressure!! We ended up forgetting that Randy was even there and talking to each other, which gave us the best candid pics. Like you said, you'll have more of those candids for the wedding. Either way, I think your pictures are beautiful and don't be too critical of yourself!!