fyi.., i'm still kicking...& mixing.
..so what? backie..i see ...you been observing..
well, i know alot people live life...eating mashed potatoes....
..plain, i just happened to like my with lotsa gravy,
..of course, there are those....who prefers "potatos', not
that there's anything wrong with that,
amazing ,& depressing...those i work with has have alot miseries
..contending with us with mal~contentions,
* me included, & if i told the real stories..., who would not believe.
[ i'm still having to go to court...for that crazy neighbor..becos
they hadn't processed him yet,

. and it gets even worst!}
...but as you know...reality,,the truth will set you free, but
reality..will help you, toward coping.
* always remember..the future is a blank sheet of paper,
& where "wrongdoings"...can be fixed. if only by a more positive attitude.
ok...backie?..don't want kno one disputing your insights, so
i'll share a lil'mud.
.....hx. channel..had a special over the end of days. over & over,
people..chose to seek their families....surprising?? that's a great
way..to "mark"..being normal.
good/ bad/ evil= ...{ before thrwoing up....some different ways
of looking....for the "marks, or defintions...clearly, where everyone
can agree?.....the fact there are evil doers..goes along way toward
why.....the bible was written and the validation of existing in
..our spirital values...systems].
....i'm no genius...so i must find different ways..to look smart? *
remember...i went thru...all my primary schooling with very low
expectations..from all my teachers. so , it became my practice..to
quickly recognize....those crappy_givers & plain old~crap...no matter
the sources. * so who in the world taught me? remember? i was a
paper boy..way out in the country.....with alot of elderly, lonely
customers..who loved "good" company.
learning..can take place everywhere you are. anytime you want,
and if anyone, was to asked,.....my saving grace? having the
courage..to live all yuor life, in all the things you feel..in your
heart. and to never let go of your faith..or love, you carry
for all those sharing your days...& nights.
..oh, i have zero doubts! "weather- [

], there is a greater
power & guidance....system ...& if "cornered"..i gladly used
science..to defined my feelings." * it is my centered belief, thru
experiences,...& the reality, that the very thing "invented", that
makes all life systems possible to live...life, isn't a natural occurence,
but the invention, that required..human type thinking.
oh, you do know....iam under the same system, & sometimes..it
stresses..the heck of my resources too,

. & all the
good things..too?....psst, the same things..i used @ work,
are the same things, iam using to address my own..lil'
problems,

, ie, my nasty neighbor's threats. ( & for
reasons..unknown..to us..."our legal system"..are going way
out their ways.."to help him"...
..oh, why? defined good/bad/ evil ..because..i beleive, we all
run across these different factors...& they can really do us harm
when we don't pick up..on the differences.
good= obtaining postive results, while bad= negative ones..like
losses & lonliness...,
then there's evil..producing negative effects...with postive feelings.
dear backie..was you around wdw, 1989? wouldn't you know it?
...the misprinted jamboree shirts..were misprinted...which we
discovered..when we got home. why? i still have the letter from
the cast member who helped us..her name..was joy royal.
did you know her?
yep, i keep junk,

, after all..i'm my mother's child.
wasn't it chicago...i gotta be me, & i'll do what i've to do..
to stay free....[the band]
...oh, ...the thing about..reality.....even long after i'm gone..these
things..will be in place....& remains useful, that's the value..coming
from a....real heirloon? think..about it, i know that you can, via john
t.,
