what's every body doing..here? gas...only $4.00 a gallon!
..ha! work slowed down..so that allowed me ..to get a lil'....caught up.
action...the best kind...is the one who get to watch..others go thru...
work~i hate it when i actually have to do it! ok..smarties...forgot
another birthday, hemp!

...she stil milking the first one. ha!
...unfort..for her..she can't say..i wasn't thinking about her..allll
day!..[ which i was]...i just forgot to mntioned..it??? what is that?!

..as if iam going to forget....her? is she afraid of alizhimers..
..or the new ,cute lil'blond..down the street..waving..in short shorts?
..as if i ever noticed..lil'detailing?
thank goodness..wt..been here,

. ole mr. reliable~
ok..i finally figured..out..."deleting e-mails"..only send them to another
box...

..& here i was blaming..my lil'miss...for jamming up my
stuff? ps, don't tell her! she awful sensitive ..these days...& dieting.

. soo i need your address..wt! [ so i can send your stuff!]
* ...it's ..a good thing..you're a dude..or my lil'miss would have something
to worry..about...

..& not the new blond....on display,
utahm??? if you move...anywhere?..how can you still be utahmama?
..it will as bad..as the osmonds...even worst,
..hey, big D!..what's happening? with the hilltoppers....sports need...
supporters..that care more than winning/points/$$$.
after ..alllll...every college...team...is an American team?
utahm?..who's this sdy character,

?..out to have fun, isn't
she?
...anyone..had any rain lately?
..oh, i'm sorry..monty..girl..for the health changes...i'm a strong believer
in prayer..[ as i frequently do ]...& faith...no matter the odds...* because
miracles..are part of every day life...* many times...not being realized.
as for fighting for life...what i 've come to realized..everyone..are actually
doing that very thing..every second of every day. for all the amazing
grace..& back up systems...we possess, death can/does occur in a blink
of an eye. to me, not experiencing...or finding..a few moments..in every
day....i'm alive...is a day..wasted. * i can't stress..thru my many, many
journals....how i came to relaized....happiness....& its benefits..sustained
life...thru..the tinest...feelings we can share...by experiencing..a fragence,
a touch, a smile..or a whisper. ..very much..like the stuff one gets from
the people..running around here. yes, including wt!..esp. wt~
* my fil ...dr., now disclaiming..he ever had pa ca....though he was operated
on..why?..*** he is still alive..like..from 2000. ya kno?..my buddy i go
turkey/deer hunting..all the time..has a tumor..on his kidney..things happpen
to our bodies..all the time..like aging, [ happy birthday, pumba girl!] i'm
sure..the best..comfort..you will..give..is not permitt..him..to quit...lving
just because..of one lil' condition~
moo...did you hear..all that "cow"..talk???
something...that carries signifi"cane"..was running into..one of my clients..
from 8years,,ago..."darnit dan!!!, sure wish..i heard..your stuff..like a long
time ago...why?..because it works"...ha! this..was my reaction..."me too!"
do not be fooled..learning is something we ..are privileged to do..& so easy
if..we "allowed ourselves". me?...my field of observations..were shped thru
alot..of things...& people...i never planned on. however, doesn't mean..i
hold..a prefect "system-rahter..it has it's usefulness..toward discovery.
the draw bak...a good example..was the...e-mail problem. [ i thought..deleted
meant exactly that..deleted..i'm funny that way.

]
..ole..mental health..is connected to one'developmental needs..and are as
concrete..as wt's bricks! oh my, we need to junk..every thing.every way..
we think..feel/ about treatment..& begin..with the basics..up. & because..
one of our current/major need...is the abuse of rx.drugs..we need new
laws..controlling drs..who no longer can control themselves..from
greed...wow, 63, y/o taking 4-5 xanax + 10 perocets..nothing else need
to be said!
here's a secret..i have..a very a bad,bad, back...with nerve root compression. it's a physical condtion..so it only makes..sense? chemical
measures..will only be covering up/temporaery...so my best bet..is
doing things physical..exercis/wt. control...& here's a secret.a.about pain..
if permitted..your body..makes its own adjustments...to cope...even if
it can't take it completely..away...however, taking nacrotics.stops
AND COVERS..SO YOU DO MORE DAMAGES..WORSENING THE PROBLEM,
and taking away...more sensory precpetions.."the good stuff"..until
the ...the person..you used to be..is just amemory..& the only preceptions
responses..left..are those craving the drugs. ugh!, you sould "see" what
we see!
* very significant!..waht kelly obsone/ozzy daughter..said...when she was
16..for kicks..took one vicodan { percoets are worst!]..wow! this is
waht i 've been missing!

..then....year later..yep, what can i say..thats my picture..buying..6-8..a day..i could no longer control! ok~ govern't!
its your duty...to stoppp these dangerous..uselss drugs!..destroying our
youth!....our govern't sucks!....we're sooo shocked..about..these school
shooting..& other destructive behaviors..but where are our schools
teaching..any behavioral sciences! disgraceful! * it was a true story..
less than 3 mos..before columbine..i was..in our courts..system..making
that predictions..but most of..all!!!!!, could /should have been prevented!
watched..boys in the hood....& the only social support..they had ...were
harassments! who cared?..kids-n-gangs..with guns!
