if your reading...babyblue22....i was

..to hear about your loss..

..., i can't tell how much...we all wish..we could reach out &

you guys! yes,i believe....that..he must been really special
...for GOD to have changed his mind.

. still he will always be ..in
your hearts. & in ours.
if i may, ....i like to share...my feelings...i think..its very important you
guys..take time..to recovery..before moving on. maybe, do something
to share?..the tears and sneak in ..a few happy thoughts. [* don't think
..those that were there....with you..didn't feel your loss,

] the nurses
i worked with.....those many years..ago....always...follow every mother
..that were delivered. "we" also....went..to the church...where we begun...
[our wedding site]..just to shared..the vows....we hold dear.*****
by ourselves.
some things in life, can catch one off guard...but i'm always...with my
wife...

's memory... the lil'voice..that most..of the time..she's
complaining..

..ed ames...i'm not!
..the day before..getting marry, we snuck..to the church...when no one
was around..& had a ...lil heart to heart talk. [boy! we sure didn't kno
what..we were getting into....

..before writing..i was outdoors..letting the sun warm me
up..[lazy, yes]..and a lil' butterfly..landed on a dandlion. i can't give you
a reason..but he made..me

. don't forget...the lil'things....that
has made..you feel...

..happy in the past...for they will do the same
in the future,
those blessed nurses..that pull more miracles..than i can tell.....did
alot reflecting..on losing....lil'ones....& all believed....GOD...set up...
the system...when things...didn't go as plan...
why?..i 've always..thought..there have to be chances...for us to
have the freedom..of choices...& to make things work out...in the
end. good & bad..right & wrong..tying us all together...thru thick
& thin...

..for a full recovery~

..& you come back to visit
us..when you're ready. until then you'll be sorely missed-
..i think mankind..often..takes for granted..beescause we had nothing
to do with...setting the miracles of life...in motion. there's so much
in..."GOD is great"...& caring for others...is just one of them. funny,
if man soooo smart..why does he uses war..to settle differences?
as for GOD, it's pretty darn self evident, since life has soooo many
rules...there's must be one force under one direction..making the real
stuff up? maybe, just maybe...if we did more listening..to his words....
we could find happiness..a lil'easier & in each other?