
..i'm surprise..you all..are surprise..haven't you been
reading..all the things i been saying?
...

to our dear lil'; eliszebeth, we all know underneath that
tough, linebacker...attitude..is a sweet loving, mommie, with
a heart as big..as the peytons'''...trophy case.
..ahhh come on utah,m?...your the ring leader...

&
that's why ..our thread...just big enough..for wt too!
* i did see your emergency..and was

from work.
...,

,,this wasn't our night night...we came very, very
close..to losing one of our nurses . [ though she was on the floor
above us..but she has worked with us downstairs for years. ]
..she had a mi, and coded...and the only rn on the floor. the fire
dept. brought the code equipment..but no code nurses showed up
nor the dr. on call...

, ok~ i haven't worked icu for 17 years,
and what kind of help..i had??? they didn't even know how to turn
the life pac on...lil' along..leads placement. so i had to figured every-
thing out..in a hurry, while the other rn, called an outside squad.
psst, the medical dr. showed up.."what do you need me to do?"...
..like old times....i'm getting way....toooo old ..for this....
then...soon after...one of fornestic....[ killer] ..attempted to kill
the lpn...,& he got a hold of my nametag laynard and ripped it
right off.. trying to break my neck...* good thing, i keep in shape.
this person has no buisness being on our unit..he always trying to
kill others, especially older women.
oh..it is sinful..how our "big" bosses..sit in big offices, making hugh
salaries...& when bad things..happened, always blame the nurses.
then they complained..how "we" treat pts., to covered up.
tonight..we came very close..losing one of our own, i was forced
to run a code, ..procedures....with equipment...i haven't been
trained... with no time, to find our code nurses? we got lucky....
wow!..gottasay...the lifepac..sure have changed since i last
worked. took 5 very long minutes..she look up me, what the heck
are you doing on top of me??? i told her, it isn't her fantasy comin
true..she....

. she could not recall even her phone number.
when the dr. asked her age..she had no idea..i whispered..."sure",
she laugh...& then i hinted, what some will do to get out of work....
* cursing & humor..are nurses #1 coping skills...
we will have a lil' discusion...when i go back..about..the poor response..
wanta..kno..who helped us he most?...her pts.
then..i got on & saw...ms..e.,.lil' misadventure....

. this is when
a mommie..earns..her ..kisses,

for home base!
moo~girl, you excels..@ doing things right....making you a great comfort
to..all of ..us...even though...spartan girl

( well, nobody prefect
...except..maybe the buckeyes....
backstage....yep, that's 100 % right..but you better not miss your cruise..
woow, 40 stitches..jus think what he has now to show his buddies,

..cos..as we all..know..his mommie ..will be up....watching all
night..., mothers, it never fails..everytime..you are the first,
every kid..when hurt/sic...will be asking ..for....i sure miss my,

,
sound like babynurse....will need a good vacation..to disneyworld! or
dcl?
[ i hope this made some sense..i'm spent. however,i am really
warning twinkle, blood & guts stuff,
that..the outcomes were positive....but there no words...for looking
into the yes..of a dear friend...& know..your choices..are critical..
for life to continue... though her eyes were opened..she was not
conscious...2 things,i "knew"..right away..it was a cardiac problem
..and the most important.. "choices"..were the things.. i didn't do.
nor can i ever explained..that waful feeling...
it is "heavy stuff" like this..that makes me think...of my first day
of our 80' ob rotation....did you pic up?....what were the chances...
for a person..to be there...with all the things..that some of the very
best..in the buisness..on a day..that was needed most. like winnnning
the lottery like 10 x in a row. & where that lil'tyke today? maybe
its wt~~
