wow, i didn't realized donald wrote a jazzy trip report,
doing the cruise...stuff..is causing me to miss alot. ..jus
like the
disneyland reports...heck,i never knew..they did
a disneyland report section.
..oh, jus a quickie..observations,last week teenager attack on the
bus driver.., now i don't think its too hard..to "see"..this week
tenn killing her "close~knit family. theese storys...are round
table..discussions @ work...
however, are things worst today then years pass.....no, not by
our obsreavtions...while ther're causes and effects situations,
there's always been things..needing adderssing. life is a dynamic
situation..ha! i love how commmon sense..is so applicable....
cos...what is the first sign of life??? movment.
* in fact..i think one of the most cherish memory...was when we
first felt "life" kicking...in some one belly~

. i also
can recall..in details..looking down..@ our first..tiny baby..&
wondering..what will be like..now i know.."

".
my kids..don't not think...much of my ..insights..but you see..it isn't
improtant other than to missed the danger zones. in time, reality
will step in.
\facts & reality....true, if i explained..how my parents raised us..
would not impressed any person..even called it dysfunctioning...
{ like mentality ill-, i don't beleive in}....* however, there are
facts..that would make that case. but this is when reality takes
over...one of the things ,i did before my parents died was to spend
time "rapping ' with them...& this produced additonal facts...that
completely altered that conclusions. once you learned how far they
came..and the obstacles..they over came..all of sudden, i had
new profound respect.
i'm, no

...as evdienced by a long list of others..having a low
opinion of me. not thats important, but some went as far as they could
to cause me negative outcomes. but make no mistakes, i have no
regrets. even mistakes. i think, if one can be honest wiht oneself..
and recognizes their mistakes..& jus try..to do better the next time,
will have a sucessful life. i never thought myself...ever as anything
but plain & simple. i sorta surprise..of the feedback... however,
i am amazed...how so many..live poorly....by their own doings.
on the flip side...i think many underscore..the wonders &
..living normal lives..drug free, and appricating all the magic..in
their world. * it is true...when i turn 40, ok? the plan was to
slow down..never guessing it was going to be the other.
mr moo & lexy...not surprising.

..now there's 2 who knows
how to live life.

..

pj..i know..if worst came to worst..& you told
me that what happened..i wouldn't have any doubts. ps, isn't the
"knowledge"..of your work...still in your..pretty lil' head?
...so far...i have come to learn..the values for life..are raise by
the choices we make that share our feelings and the knowledge
we gained..thru our day to day living..especially making those
around us happy.
crazy thinking..is ineffective coping and there are much better choices
to be made. however, there are those that will not. other than work,
when i come across...i rid myself of their company, unless they
confront. no problem...to used..my professional interventions.
