a lot of us have them............ the best thing you can do is to go to a designers thread............ then look thru the shared files or photobuckets for the designs. You will find links in a designers post............ as in mine, at the bottom - just click on it and it'll take you.
THEN - when you find the design you want - IF you want it customized, ask on that designers thread for it!!
Hope this helps!