missing dd (very very long)

[lorli]

Thank you everyone for your kind words and support. Wednesday would have been her 4th birthday and it has helped me to tell you all about her. On her birthday we sent balloons with messages to heaven for her. DD (5) loves to do this and watch the balloons go to heaven for her sister. She asked, "Will Grandma read the notes to Kristiana?" My mom died 2 years after when she was almost 4 and so she has had a lot of loss in her short life and knew Kristiana would never be able to read by herself. Then DH and DD went to dinner ( we usually celebrate her birthday) I fell sick with a stomach thing, so I was just as happy to stay home and have crackers. Anyways, thanks everyone