Today's Friday! YAY!

DD and I are still sick--she's home again from school--but company's coming so I have to get my act together and do some clean up. DSIL is sleeping over, so I've got to make the house presentable and run out for a few groceries before work this afternoon. I've got until 2:30, so no worries there.
Thanks for stopping in, MeMe. I always enjoy a visit from you.
I got weighed this morning. Oooh, talk about mean and ugly--that scale has to learn something about how to treat a Crabby

Diva! Who will come over and help me kick it? It was up THREE pounds from Monday, but I'm not too worried. I'm sure a lot of it has to do with my high sodium intake the last couple of days--lots of soup, cheese, and crackers will do it. I'm not going to change my siggie yet; I'm going to give the scale a week to come to its senses!
The plan:
1. Vitamins
2. Water
3. Coffee--limit today. Yesterday I had a 20 oz. cup from 7-11 in the afternoon. It was kind of "energy in a cup" for my p.m. schedule. It worked.

Today, though, I have to be more careful.
4. Exercise--I'm missing my treadie; I've got to get on it today. I think I'll set my goal for two miles, but just a stroll. No sweating--just want to give my metabolism and endorphins a jump.
5. Points--I think I'm ready to count today and stay within the boundaries. I'm yearning for my routine. I also think it's time for me to lower my target to 22 and to just add activity points from there. I'd been holding on to my 24, but I don't think it's low enough. Here's a

for the dearly departing two points. . . they'll be sorely missed.
Yesterday, the mom of one of my students caught me eating an apple after her son's lesson. She said she'd been reading Bob Green's book and he talked about how permanent weight loss means changing your whole lifestyle. She looked at my apple and said, "I like fruit and all, but if I'm going to eat healthy, I'd have to remind myself to choose it. I'd have to think about it all day long." I nodded, and said, "that's how it is. I think about it all day long. I commit to it all over again, each and every day." Some days are struggles and some days are a breeze, but it's new every day, and after doing this w.o.e. with the WISH for six months, I know that this structure, this plan--as rigid as it sometimes feels--is so much better than the alternative. I don't want to regain this weight that I've lost. I don't want to go back to feeling heavy and out of control. This narrow path is the one that works for me and helps me to feel the best about myself. With God's help, and the help of my family and awesome WISH friends, I can keep walking it, day after healthy living day.
Hey, I think the diva has left the building.
Until later. . .
Erin
7:30 or so:
Hmmm, after reading Marcia's journal, I'm inspired to plan, so here's what I've got so far:
b--oatmeal is sounding good, so I think I'll have some w/pbutter and bananas and coffee (not mixed together, mind you

) for a total of 6. That's a big breakfast, but it'll last me a long time.
l--salad w/tuna. I'm not sure what the salad will look like, but I have lots of veggies in the fridge, so I'm thinking the whole meal will be 6 again. That'll leave me 10 points for dinner, along with AP. I guess I still have flex to use, but I'm not really looking at them yet.
10:35 or so:
b--had my YUMMY oatmeal

, and my delicious coffee. Also one glass of water. No vitamins yet.
Guest room/office/gym is looking a bit tidier. Downstairs, too. I'm just going to keep moving around at my own slow pace, getting the job done bit by bit. I guess if I didn't stop for a computer break every half hour or so, I'd move a lot faster.
2:15?
l--had my tuna and salad=5.5 points and jello w/lite cool whip.
Had the vitamins, three more glasses of water. I'm really dragging now. I need a nap, not more house cleaning. I wish I had the skills to manage my life so that when someone came to spend the night I had to work all day to make the place decent!
I'm hopping on the treadmill now to do 20 minutes--I'm matching Doe's time. Originally I was going to do two miles, but I'm running out of time before I have to leave for work (I can leave later than I thought earlier) and I figure that all that vacuuming has to count for something!
