This is wonderful. Since there are over a thousand posts, I havent read them all, but I can tell everyone here is working hard and feeling the way i am.
My normal healthy weight is 145. that is ultimately my goal. i havent been 145 in 8 years

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When we went to Disney last year I hated having my picture taken. i just didnt want to face the truth I guess. seeing myself fat! So I only have a couple pics of me and my kids at Disney. I am now dertermined to lose the weight and look good, feel good and not be embarassed to see myself in pics.
So far i have lost approx 30lbs over 3 months. i have been just cutting back on my portions and trying to play with the kids outdoors more. I take one day a week, and just eat whatever I want. Sort of getting it out of my mind.
My husband finally said something the other day about me looking smaller, but he's the only one. i am not trying to fish for compliments by any means, but does anyone else get 'offended' when you see someone and they dont say a thing??? i am working my butt off here.... notice

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Really, I am not conceded

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So, now I am 5'7" and 225.
Right now, I just cant wait to get under 200.
good luck to everyone and thanks for listening!
