Just add another thing to my medical file UPDATE!!!!

[mhopset]

I found out last week I have Degenerative Joint Disease. Ok, a glorified name for Arthritis in my shoulders and lower back. Man, does it hurt! The doc said that the deteration has caused my right shoulder to slump a little causing a pinched nerve and that is why I haven't been able to move my right arm since July. Whatever Doc just fix it!

I think the time has come to give up my job. (God, I can't believe I just said that) I am going to give it until Jan 2, 2003 so I can get my 15 years in with my company and get all my paid time off back. The Muscular Dystrophy is progressing more rapidly now. I have to get to work about 30 minutes early just to be able to clock in on time. I am taking my scooter into work more frequently and when I get home I go right to be because I am so fatigued.

If it is raining outside I am totaly drinched by the time I get into work, and we won't even talk about the snow and ice!!!

Just keep me in your prayers and send some pixie dust. This is a big decesion. One that I don't want to face because I feel like such a looser! People tell me I'm crazy for feeling that way, but I guess it is a guy thing.

T.

UPDATE!!!!!!

Well it looks like my last day will be 10-16-02. I just can't take it anymore. The pain is bad, the job I am doing I type and write 8 hours a day straight, sometimes my arms just refuse to move. I am pretty ok with the choice I have made. (I think) One thing that really gets me is I thought it would never get to this point. I was going to be super man and fight it and win. I am still fighting! Muscular Dystrophy may have won this battle, but I am going to win the fight. Remember me on Wednesday it is going to be a very difficult day. I have some really great friends I will be saying goodbye to. That will be the hardest part.

T.

 

[alohacousin]

I am sending you a big hug!!!!!!!!!!!!


A Hug
A HUG

No moving parts, no batteries.
No monthly payments and no fees;
Inflation proof, non-taxable,
In fact, it's quite relaxable;
It can't be be stolen, won't pollute,
One size fits all, do not dilute.
It uses little energy,
But yields results enormously,
Relieves your tension and your stress,
Invigorates your happiness;
Combats depression, makes you beam,
And elevates your self esteem!
Your circulation it corrects
Without unpleasant side effects
It is, I think, the perfect drug:
May I prescribe, my friend,....the hug!

(and of course fully returnable!)
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[Nanajo1]

Pixie dust coming your way. It's not just a guy thing, I get down thinking about how much longer I can battle the elements to get to work. I hope what ever you decide you are happy.

 

[SueM in MN]

I don't think it's a guy thing either, it's a human thing.

{{{hugs}}}

and a fresh batch of pixie dust on the way to you.

 

[s&k'smom]

Lots of pixie dust coming your way. Don't feel down. You are doing what you need to do for your health and family. Take care.

 

[cupcake]

I wish you the best both in your health and in coping.

{{hugs}}

Cupcake

 

[mamajoan]

WHO LOVE'S YA BABY????!!!

BIG HUGS!!!!

Ya know my dad used to have a big umbrella for his field tractor's.. maybe we could design a retractable one for scooters..

Hec we would be millionaires!!! WDW for EVERYONE!!

Hey T. are ya smilin now?

J.

 

[Mazzy]

Hi T

Lot's of pixie dust and hugs to you! Don't forget we are all here if you need someone to talk to.

 

[mhopset]

bump

 

[Mazzy]

Hope things aren't too hard for you on Wednesday - I'm sure you have made the right decision and I'm sure your friends will keep in contact with you.

 

[Nanajo1]

More Pixie Dust and {{{{Hugs}}}} coming your way. Now the decision is made I hope you feel better. Life changes aren't easy, I'll be praying for you on Wed.

 

[mamajoan]

Dear friend.. just remember you have many friends who are wishing you well. I know you will be missed at your job and am sure you will have on hec of a farewell party on their tab..


My only advice to you is often heard here in California.. "PARTY ON DUDE"

catch ya later bud,
J.