goldcupmom
<font color=black>BL6 Black Team Co-captain<br> <f
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9/20 BL Day 9 NS OS WW did not weigh.....out too early running errands
sm banana(1)
fiber cake(1)
wrap(1)
mustard, lettuce, tomato, banana peppers(0)
beef(2)
3 pcs ww chocolate(3)
baked tostitos(3)
veg meat(1)
ff cheese(2)
salsa(0)
activia yogurt(2) free sample in Costco....lunch!!
32 oz diet sunkist, 34 oz water
I'm bored, blue, frustrated & lonely tonight & trying NOT to eat bad for me stuff. DD is working. DS22 is asleep after being out 'playing' with friends all day & decided to come home at 5 to sleep & get up at 8:30 to work all night. Of course this is DS19 only night off all week & he spent a LONG time cleaning the TV room(including a bunch of DS22 messes), and the patio area so he could have 4 friends over tonight to watch a movie & have a fire in the firepit. DH says he has to not have them over so DS22 can sleep as he has to work. Compromise??? Not in this house. So, they were quietly eating pizza in the TV room & DS22 calls DH (who is at the casino....hasn't missed a night this month) and complains. Then he calls me...every other word is the F word, then DH calls me. Then DS22 begins POUNDING on the wall of the TV room and screaming obscenities. Fortunately DS19 friends decided they'd just go outside. I am SO TIRED of this house revolving around DS22's every whim!!!
I won't even get into DH who won't even invite me to the casino. Just his sister...who everyone there thinks is his wife!!!
So, here I sit, making French flash cards for DS19, surfing Dis, and occasionally crying. Oh well, just another lovely night in Paradise!! Alas, tomorrow is another day....... I'd really like to take the dogs & go thru DQ drive thru...get them a 'pup cup' and a GIGANTIC peanut buster parfait for me.....NOT!!!! It wouldn't solve anything..... or hop in my car & just drive & drive until I came to FL then stop.....but I can't and won't......
The clincher is that DH tells DS19 & mainly me that HE was raised to be considerate of others & if DS22 wants to sleep, we should be perfectly quiet... Funny, but DH comes in from the casino every night after I have FINALLY gone to bed & turned out the lights(between 9 & 10.. NOT really early), trying to sleep. I leave the TV on w/ no sound so he has some light. He turns on LIGHTS, volume of TV, then proceeds to lie ACROSS the foot of the bed (even my side) watching TV until about midnight each night. As he goes to bed, he wakes ME to take the dogs out (but he's still awake) and when I get up at 5:30 to wake everyone, make everyone's lunches, breakfasts & potty 4 dogs, he sleeps until 7:15. If I so much as open the bedroom door, I'm in trouble. And then there's the after work naps so he can stay up late.........sigh.......such consideration.....I'm tired & just plain worn out emotionally and physically......
sm banana(1)
fiber cake(1)
wrap(1)
mustard, lettuce, tomato, banana peppers(0)
beef(2)
3 pcs ww chocolate(3)
baked tostitos(3)
veg meat(1)
ff cheese(2)
salsa(0)
activia yogurt(2) free sample in Costco....lunch!!
32 oz diet sunkist, 34 oz water
I'm bored, blue, frustrated & lonely tonight & trying NOT to eat bad for me stuff. DD is working. DS22 is asleep after being out 'playing' with friends all day & decided to come home at 5 to sleep & get up at 8:30 to work all night. Of course this is DS19 only night off all week & he spent a LONG time cleaning the TV room(including a bunch of DS22 messes), and the patio area so he could have 4 friends over tonight to watch a movie & have a fire in the firepit. DH says he has to not have them over so DS22 can sleep as he has to work. Compromise??? Not in this house. So, they were quietly eating pizza in the TV room & DS22 calls DH (who is at the casino....hasn't missed a night this month) and complains. Then he calls me...every other word is the F word, then DH calls me. Then DS22 begins POUNDING on the wall of the TV room and screaming obscenities. Fortunately DS19 friends decided they'd just go outside. I am SO TIRED of this house revolving around DS22's every whim!!!
I won't even get into DH who won't even invite me to the casino. Just his sister...who everyone there thinks is his wife!!!
So, here I sit, making French flash cards for DS19, surfing Dis, and occasionally crying. Oh well, just another lovely night in Paradise!! Alas, tomorrow is another day....... I'd really like to take the dogs & go thru DQ drive thru...get them a 'pup cup' and a GIGANTIC peanut buster parfait for me.....NOT!!!! It wouldn't solve anything..... or hop in my car & just drive & drive until I came to FL then stop.....but I can't and won't......
The clincher is that DH tells DS19 & mainly me that HE was raised to be considerate of others & if DS22 wants to sleep, we should be perfectly quiet... Funny, but DH comes in from the casino every night after I have FINALLY gone to bed & turned out the lights(between 9 & 10.. NOT really early), trying to sleep. I leave the TV on w/ no sound so he has some light. He turns on LIGHTS, volume of TV, then proceeds to lie ACROSS the foot of the bed (even my side) watching TV until about midnight each night. As he goes to bed, he wakes ME to take the dogs out (but he's still awake) and when I get up at 5:30 to wake everyone, make everyone's lunches, breakfasts & potty 4 dogs, he sleeps until 7:15. If I so much as open the bedroom door, I'm in trouble. And then there's the after work naps so he can stay up late.........sigh.......such consideration.....I'm tired & just plain worn out emotionally and physically......