It's me again, needing prayers (sorry, very long)

[Tiger Fan]

I don't even know where to start. My mom had her yearly mammo last week. She told me she got a call and it was all clear. I believed her. It turns out that she and middle sister had decided to keep the truth from me. They did find a spot and she went back today for more testing and they are going to do a biopsy. The radiologist said that there is a 65% chance that is cancer. I only found out today because my mother couldn't hold it together anymore. They thought me were doing me a favor with all the bad news I've gotten lately. I've gotten over being mad, but now I'm so upset. My mom made me promise that I wouldn't tell anyone (our church and friends) until we know all the details and if it is inded cancer. I turn to my DIS friends since I know how wonderful you all are and plus you don't know my mom and won't be calling her, worrying her more - ! My treatment yesterday has caused me to be in a great deal of pain and I've taken my meds more than usual which has made me sleep most of the day. I feel like that's my defense mechanism too. I'm a total basket case and not any good to anyone. I can't talk or even type this without crying so hard I can't be understood. I've not been angry once with my cancer, but I"m feeling angry and upset right now. My mom is the glue to this family and I can't imagine her not being able to "work everything out". My middle sister who lives in the lower part of the state will be staying here until all is decided on diagnosis and treatment. I still have hope and am praying almost constantly that is a huge scare and all things will work out. I've ran over every scenerio about it being ok to the very worse. I'm going to stop, I feel the potential to ramble on here. Just pray. Pray that this is not cancer, pray that we will have the strength to get through it, pray that I will be able to get myself together. Just don't stop praying.
Lisa

 

[Princess Michelle]

I'm praying, Lisa. {{{hugs}}}

 

[Mom2Em]

Oh Lisa... {{{HUG}}} I will add your mother to my prayers... along with additional prayers for you... I wish I could help...

 

[snoopy]

I'm praying also, Lisa.

Please give us an update when you can.

 

[Serena]

Lisa, prayers said of course. {{{hugs}}} too.

Sweety, stop borrowing trouble. You have enough on your hands to worry and think about without thinking of the worst case scenarios. Try and do the Scarlett O'Hara thing and put off the worry until tomorrow. more {{{{hugs}}}}

 

[janette]

Praying that this is not cancer, for you tol have the strength to get through it, and praying that you will be able to get myself together. I won't stop praying.

{{{{HUGS}}}}

 

[PRINCESS VIJA]

I will pray for both of you.

 

[Pooh93]

I am praying with you and for all of you. Please keep us updated anytime you need to vent, cry, SHOUT....a big {{HUG}} to you and your family.

 

[Teejay32]

Will do. {{Hugs}}

 

[MerryPoppins]

Oh Lisa! I'm already praying for you, so I'll add your mother and your family to my prayers. I'm so sorry. I know you don't need to be dealing with more stress right now.

Try to think positive. There is power in prayer, and I'm sure the DIS family will pray. The doctors may give you great news. Even if it is cancer, she may have something easily dealt with like mine was. No matter what they tell you, try to look at what you need to do to get your mother well. Try not to look at the down side.

I'm sure your family will be okay. Families are amazing things. They usually pull together and get through the roughest of times. Remember that there is no situation that you can't handle together with God. This is out of your hands. Just be strong and pray. Give it to God, because you can't handle it yourself.

And if you need to cry, go ahead. If anyone deserves it you do. You've been fighting a tough battle. But after you cry, pull yourself together and be strong. Your mom needs to hear that she can beat this, if it is cancer. It's okay to be afraid, but mostly you need to think positive.

If you need anyone to talk to you can PM or email me. I'd be glad to be a shoulder to lean on. Many hugs!

 

[cgcw]

As MerryPoppins said, "there is power in prayer". I'm not a very religious person, but I really believe this. Especially when things are tough and not going so well. I will keep you and your mom in my prayers.

 

[Boots]

{{{{HUGS}}}} and then some more. I have already said a prayer and will be keeping your whole family in them. We are here anytime you need us!

 

[dizneenut]

{{{hugs}}}
I'll be praying for both you and your mother.

 

[nativetxn]

I just said a quick prayer that your mother's spot is not malignant. I will keep praying, sweetie. I will keep both of you in my prayers.

Katholyn

 

[Mackey Mouse]

Lisa, Hugs and I will keep you all in my prayers.. Hopefully it will be nothing for your Mom as you need her so right now... Please take care of yourself...and keep us informed....

 

[pixiedust218]

{{{HUGS}}} {{{HUGS}}} and more {{{HUGS}}}. I am sure this is a very difficult time for all involved....you and your mom are in my thoughts and prayers and I hope all goes well. Please know that we are all here for you on the boards, so anytime you need us, we will be here. Loads of prayers and PD on its way to both of you.

 

[Pam]

Lisa,
I am praying for both you and your Mom. We can all attest to the power of the DIS prayers - may God's gracious love grant both of you peace and good health.

Pam

 

[glo]

I am so sorry. You have to be strong for both of you. I will keep you both in my thoughts and prayers. Lots of hugs to you both

 

[DisneyMim]

Prayers and good thoughts for you, your Mom and your whole family.

 

[Ranatra]

I will be praying for you both. ((((((((((((Hugs ))))))))))))