it's been one year today

[AlaskaMOM]

It's been a year today since my son was killed.

http://www.ktuu.com/Global/story.asp?S=10861448

So much has happened this year that he has not been a part of, so many things he's missed.
But we still haven't heard a thing about the charges (if any) against the driver who caused it all.

It seems as if life goes on, but it still isn't totally real, I still hope it's him that I see walking on the sidewalk, or in that group of boys hanging out at the Carl's Jr, or who could be calling to ask some silly queation or other...

I just miss him so much, I don't know what I'm supposed to do

 

[MidgeD79]

 

[java]

How is your granddaughter? I hope she is bringing you some joy.

 

[TimeforMe]

Awww, hugs to you. I cannot fathom the pain you must be feeling in losing your son. I lost my brother last August 9th in a car accident and it was devastating. I hope your memories of him bring you some comfort. God rest his soul.

 

[Lisa loves Pooh]

My heart broke for you last year when you posted and it still breaks for you now.

I am so sorry for your loss.

 

[abdmom]

For me, five years ago, I was visiting my dh who'd just received a terminal cancer diagnosis. My youngest was just 4 weeks old.

It will get better, but the loss will always be there. Let yourself grieve. Anniversaries of losses really really really stink.

 

[ugadog99]

I remember when this happened. I cannot imagine your pain. I'm so sorry.

 

[castleview]

I'm so sorry this world lost your son. I do hope something is done about the driver too. Just disgusts me that one man's selfishness caused so much damage. I hope you and your family are well. My prayers are with you.

 

[pilesoflaundry]

 

[Disney-Kim]

My thoughts are with you.

I lost my younger brother (30 yrs old) 2 yrs, 8 months, and 22 days ago....

it still hurts, it still sucks...but it does get a little easier to get through the day....but I will be honest....it still feels like it just happened...my heart is just as hurt

so I wish you happy thoughts and the strength to get through...

 

[mom2travel]

 

[Pooh67_68]

 

[Hillbeans]

I remember when this happened and I am so sorry for your loss. It seems so unfair that life goes on around you while you are dealing with your grief.

 

[Robinrs]

Oh, AlaskaMom, how well I remember this nightmare. I remember your pain and your unbelievably descriptive words... I will never forget that.

I lost my son 24 years ago last month. It is a pain that NEVER goes away... but it does get easier as time goes by. Just know that he is somewhere, watching you and wanting you to be okay.

God bless...

 

[Rosered]

 

[MushyMushy]

I was just wondering about you a while ago. I can't imagine the grief you've been feeling this entire year.

 

[Hannathy]

I can't even imagine going on after something like that. You are a very strong person. I'm sorry you have to be suffering and while no one can really ease the pain please know many folks are thinking of you and wishing they could.

 

[dislaney]

 

[Holly]

I'm sorry

 

[bellebud]

I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss