Is this too evil?

[I Am What I Am]

So, hers my new idea of the night


Im thinking about just giving J a note that says "alright". He'll probably have no idea what that means and it will give me some closure.

I dont know, I just want some closure before the summer

I say, just leave it alone.

Use the summer to get over this guy. He isn't worth it anyway.

You'll feel better in long run.

 

[crazytp93]

Don't do it.

He's allowed to be happy with someone else. It's not right to do that just because he didn't like you.

 

[saratogadreamin09]

Don't do it.

He's allowed to be happy with someone else. It's not right to do that just because he didn't like you.

Its not just because he didnt like me. Its because he pretended that I didnt exsist, responded to me pouring my heart out wiht "alright", and because his friends started to harrass me.

And hes not gonna end up happy, because she's gonna break up with him


Who cares though, Im not gonna do it. Curse my good heart

 

[I Am What I Am]

Its not just because he didnt like me. Its because he pretended that I didnt exsist, responded to me pouring my heart out wiht "alright", and because his friends started to harrass me.

And hes not gonna end up happy, because she's gonna break up with him


Who cares though, Im not gonna do it. Curse my good heart

Good.

You'll feel better about your self because of this.

You'll look back one day and be glad you didn't do this.

 

[imabrat]

Its not just because he didnt like me. Its because he pretended that I didnt exsist, responded to me pouring my heart out wiht "alright", and because his friends started to harrass me.

And hes not gonna end up happy, because she's gonna break up with him


Who cares though, Im not gonna do it. Curse my good heart

Jesus H. Christ, girl, how do you know she's going to break up with him? You don't! LEAVE IT BE.
If he clearly expressed he had no interest in you, WHY did you pour your heart out in the first place?

 

[saratogadreamin09]

Jesus H. Christ, girl, how do you know she's going to break up with him? You don't! LEAVE IT BE.
If he clearly expressed he had no interest in you, WHY did you pour your heart out in the first place?

He never clearly expresses he had no intrest i me. Actually the week before I poured my heart out me and him had a LONG convo in english and we talked like we had been friends for years The problem is Im not as "popular" as him and Im taller then him so hes like intimidated by me

Like I said, Im not gonna do it though

 

[BabyPiglet]

I'm glad you've finally decided to be the bigger person and just let it go. Enjoy your summer, maybe you'll even find a new guy!

 

[schmitty]

Quit being stupid, mind your own business and let them be. He doesn't like you, get over it. Just because he talked with you doesn't mean he likes you. He was bored in class and wanted to talk. You were just open enough to talk to him. Its good that you are open enough to talk to people and are obviously liked enough to be talked to by people.

 

[saratogadreamin09]

I'm glad you've finally decided to be the bigger person and just let it go. Enjoy your summer, maybe you'll even find a new guy!

Thanks, wish I could find a new guy but chances of that hapening is very unlikely. I go to school 30 minutes away and all the guys around where I live bullied me 7th grade. Guess Ill just have to have a girls summer

 

[BabyPiglet]

Thanks, wish I could find a new guy but chances of that hapening is very unlikely. I go to school 30 minutes away and all the guys around where I live bullied me 7th grade. Guess Ill just have to have a girls summer

There are lots of fish in the sea. Who knows, maybe you'll get a hot new neighbor.

Or, you know what? Just forget about men. Who needs 'em?

 

[saratogadreamin09]

Ok, I dont think I ever gave a final update.


I never did tell anyone, I just didnt think it was worth it in the end. Good news is I did talk to J at our english final. All we talked about was baseball, and when I went to say goodbye he was talking to K and E. That was like a huge slap in the face

I'm pretty glad for the most part that I didnt say anything. Being away from everything this summer has really helped me. And from posts Ive seen on Facebook, it doesnt look like K and J will last long. She seems to take the whole relationship as a joke and always talks about him in a joking matter

Oh well, thank God I dont have to put up with anything untill September