lisaviolet
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For the challenge, I am down TWO POUNDS! (total....not just this week, I mean, this is ME after all!) I was down .5 last week which I didn't even count as I figured it was regular fluctuation, etc. But I was down another 1.5 today, so
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I have to work all night, but I will be on and reading! Missed you guys all day.


Looks like I get to dance again!

I have lost almost 20 pounds total though..
Again I get to dance....

Good to hear ya Dawn.
Lisa -
You didn't freak me out anymore than the situation itself is freaking me out... I hadn't even gotten to the whole sex part in my head yet and man did that send me for a loop.... I kind of understand what you are saying, but I am struggling with what to do with it all... I am paranoid that if I do anything I will lose him as a friend and I can't deal with that just yet. On the other hand, if I do nothing than I am giving into my fear of rejection and my fear of relationships in general and that makes me both angry and sad... so I need some time to process all of this and figure out what to do. Thankfully, he lives out of town, so time is on my side here...
Paula
Oh crap. I knew I shouldn't have used the sex word. What you just wrote is actually why I shared the thoughts. Ie. You're worried about losing him as a friend - and I'm sighing just thinking about the choices myself. But my babbling was about if there is sexual energy/feelings abound that there is unspoken energy flying around anyway. Which can sometimes cause havoc in their own way in friendships. I tried to write it without the word sex - cause it wasn't really about that at all- it's about aaah I'm smiling ear to ear Paula. I just can't explain what I'm trying to say. It's an energy thing.
I want you to know that I understand your thoughts about your fears perfectly. I'm right there with you Paula as well. I truly understand it. I wish you nothing but the best.
Drunk Dialing in college. One time my college BFF and I dialed every number in a dorm trying to track down a guy she talked to at homecoming!! Drunk posting now. I have a drunk-toberfest planned for Saturday!
Just



Morning! Just sitting here checking my e-mails in jeans that are too loose...
Dancing time.

Hey ladies!
Happy Friday!! Hope everyones week is going well... I worked out everyday this week!!! My challenge loss is now 4.4 lbs total... I'm at 188.8 todayI have plans to do my power sculpt dvd and some form of cardio today when I get home from work... Tomorrow I'd like to go on a hike since the weather is cool tomorrow... We'll see if DH gets up tho... I have a great 100 calorie per serving cookbook (everything is 100 calories or less per serving) so I am making breakfast and dinner from it. We are going to have banana shakes for breakfast, subway for lunch, seared scallops for dinner, and oat buns for snacks and dessert. I am really looking forward to it
I hope everyone is doing well
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Holy crap. Another one. Yeah!!!!

I tried a complete drink around the world at F&W two years back... I must say, when they more than double the amt of beer stands, well, not only did I not really make it, I passed out on SE...
And I will take Amy's weekend as well.
Erika, YOU GO!!
I have fallen completely back off the wagon. Fatty McFatster reporting in here. Don't hate me.
Hate you?

Not much time has taken place. And now poof - maintaining is not an issue. I am already four pounds under that weight, the one I was trying to maintain, already. And Kat - I'll say it one more time - I thought I had "lost" something, I had screwed something up royally, that I had @#$#ed myself, and there was such a long road back. Nope. It can be like this. Back so quickly. It was an important lesson that I will always remember. I thought I was out for the count. Nope. So just hop back on when you're ready - or simply fake it for awhile and see if that works.
Gosh - sorry for the novel. I simply can't shut up these days.
Hey Honey, I'm Home!
Yeah!!!

Lisa Happy Turkey Day!
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Thanks Amy!