SharpMomOfTwo
DIS Veteran
- Joined
- Dec 19, 2007
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Yes, I am finished.
I now have the scary task of finding a teaching job (400-500 applicants per position in my state)
I will miss some of my kids. Some of my kids begged me to take them home with them. One kid broke my heart-- he pointed out his house to me- I saw the tarp on the roof -- NO ROOF in sub zero weather.
He told me about the drug deals and gun shots. I told him that if he can keep up his great behavior now that he can just ignore those dealers and stay out of the way of the shots...I hope these young boys and girls can walk away from these problems when they get older.
This child (an A student who has no behavioral problems) begged for me to take him to my house. I can't tell you how much it hurt to walk away.
It broke my heart to walk away from these kids. I got some beautiful cards and letters that I will treasure always. These cards were handwritten and were better than any store-bought gifts. I will treasure these cards forever!
The placement was rough but I think if I can do 15 weeks in this place-- I can do anything.
Thats so sad - brought a tear. Its stories like that, that make me want to become a foster parent when my own children get older and move out. I know I'll be older and such, but I just have to do it. I've had a pretty good life, never been on food stamps, always had a roof over my head, etc - if I could do that for even one child I'd be happy.
I hope these young boys and girls can walk away from these problems when they get older.
I think it is the most rewarding and exciting carrer that a person can have.