Yup. Constant roller coaster these past few months.
Really wanted to go, but my family suggested an alternative vacation so settled for that rather than none. Then we couldn't do that this year so I had no trips anywhere to look forwards to. Then it was suggested to do alternative vacation next year, but I found out my sister really wants to go back to WDW too! So since this might be the last true family trip for a while, my father told me to start researching for next year, July or earlier!

you follow? Lol.
So I've gone from desperately wanting to go, to convincing myself to go somewhere else and trying to convince myself WDW wasn't worth it, failing, then having no trip at all, then back to convincing myself to go elsewhere, then to actually going to WDW but not till next year. Phew!
Now I have to get back into the mood of going to WDW, ignoring all the stuff I was telling myself when I couldn't go to convince myself WDW wasn't worth it (shouldn't be too hard!) But then, I'm not going for at least half a year anyway, so I can't get TOO excited or I will just end up counting the days. It's driving me crazy/excited/impatient with a combination of all three. I'm just hoping he doesn't change his mind, but he said he'd have booked it now if he could (can't till September or thereabouts) so barring any crazy stuff, we should finally get back next year... Now I play the waiting game, poorly I might add!
Wow that was a big /firstworldproblems ramble, sorry for the essay. Anyway, I have felt and feel your pain!