disneyworldluvr349
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I have been keeping a secret relationship with a guy, and recently my parents found out. I am almost 17 and a half, and this is the first time I have ever loved someone so deeply that I was willing to give up everything to talk to him.
I knew eventually my parents would find out, but I guess I didn't plan on what would happen after. I know have to make a choice.
One route:
1) Loose my choir class (the only class I see him in)
2) Never talk to him again. (Which would kill me)
Second route:
1) Loose my straightner and my makeup (which is what I NEED to feel beautiful)
2) Text him but only when my parents approve.
3) Not able to see him after school or go anywhere with him.
4) My mom has to read all of the text messages.
5) Loose Choir unless I get an 'A' in math at semester (which is physically impossible, hence why my father said that.)
I am so so confused. If I go with route one I will loose him.
If I go with route two I have the irrational fear that he won't like me without my makeup or my straightner.
My heart has never been this broken. He knows times are bad right now, and that for the time being I can't text him (which is killing me).
My sister is wondering if it is worth it to me to give up everything for him.
I really need help deciding what I should do.
I am sorry this is so long!
I knew eventually my parents would find out, but I guess I didn't plan on what would happen after. I know have to make a choice.
One route:
1) Loose my choir class (the only class I see him in)
2) Never talk to him again. (Which would kill me)
Second route:
1) Loose my straightner and my makeup (which is what I NEED to feel beautiful)
2) Text him but only when my parents approve.
3) Not able to see him after school or go anywhere with him.
4) My mom has to read all of the text messages.
5) Loose Choir unless I get an 'A' in math at semester (which is physically impossible, hence why my father said that.)
I am so so confused. If I go with route one I will loose him.
If I go with route two I have the irrational fear that he won't like me without my makeup or my straightner.
My heart has never been this broken. He knows times are bad right now, and that for the time being I can't text him (which is killing me).
My sister is wondering if it is worth it to me to give up everything for him.
I really need help deciding what I should do.
I am sorry this is so long!