I Just Don't Care

[Sparkle_Cherry]

I don't know why, I have just been having a really bad month in general, and I just get that ''I don't care'' feeling all the time. This is going to be a big disorganized RANT...

I haven't been doing my homework, I have been letting my chores slip, and I'm majorly putting off handing out my resume. When somebody talks to me, I either turn around and bite off their head, or I just say ''uh-huh'' and tune out. I have had a splitting headache all week, and I'm PMS'ing. Finals are next week, I have several projects due on Monday and I don't know where to start on my missing assignments! Oh shoot, and I just remembered that I still haven't finished my silver ring for De-Tech yet. I got a head-rush and almost fainted this morning so I had to sit in my chair and eat a cracker until I could stand up again. I haven't done the mile-run for gym in a while, and I feel awful. I don't eat anything all day, and when I get home I pig out on foods that I know are not good for me. Somebody that I thought was a good friend, was apparently talking behind my back- I haven't talked to her yet so I don't even know if it's true. I got a terrible mark in our last gym unit, because I stink at basketball. I have been witchy to my parents lately and now I'm grounded for a week. I ran out of veggie burgers the other day. I had to walk to school in the puring rain/snow and then remembered I had bowling first thing in the morning for gym, so I had to run down there, payed for two games and didn't even finish the first one. Rugby starts next week, I joined and I don't even know the rules of the game; I have never even seen a rugby ball! Is there a ball?

Just a bad month

Anybody else having this ''I don't care'' attitude or is it just me? I don't know how to explain it, I just feel awful.

 

[PrincessKally]

I know what you mean. It's kind of like the one thread I had...jsut one of those days, but blown up. I'm sorry your having a bad month, it happens to all of us. It sounds liek your really stressed out to me. After finals are over things should get better. I had finals tues-thursday and today I had no school I literally did nothing, no studing anything It felt so nice. Like 20 lbs are lifted off my shoulders. Take a bubble bath, and soothing music playing and relax. I hope you feel better soon. Those moods are the worst.

 

[BabyPiglet]

I feel the same way. Normally I'm known as the smart one, but recently I've just not cared what my grades are. For some reason I've been purposfully leaving my HW in my locker. I have been sick and missed quite a few days and didn't bother to get my HW from the missing days. I got my first C on a test since 5th grade. I've been having a period for like a month. I think I bleeding to death. My friends constantly annoy me and eeeeeerrrrrrgggghhhh my mom is getting on my nerves so badly. I cant stand it. I have missed all my finals I don't when I am supposed to take them now.

Just a bad couple of weeks... I'm noramlly such a "glass half full" kinda person...

 

[meeshheartsdisney217]

blahhh

i offically hate midterms. and i only have to take one. and i haven't even taken it yet.



BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE SCHOOL.

 

[Babyjustrun]

I've gone through the binge eating thing, like you are. While it's not quite like it, it's what my dad called it.
I would eat like nothing for breakfast, and about the same thing for lunch. When I came home my stomach would ache with hunger pains, so I would eat more than necessary, in gross quantities of junk food.
I don't remember when I stopped, but sometimes I find it hard not to do it again. I've gone through tons of fazes like these where I'm afraid to eat (i'm emetophobic) or I'm hungry but I don't feel like eating. Or I only eat twice in a day.

 

[C.J. Sparrow]

January sucks...

My grandpa having congestive heart failure, throwing a monkey wrench in our December Disney plans, tons of homework, and me getting alot darker, angrier, and more irritable than usual.

Gah. I wish I could skip January. What a bad month...

 

[Sparx]

I feel the same way. Normally I'm known as the smart one, but recently I've just not cared what my grades are. For some reason I've been purposfully leaving my HW in my locker. I have been sick and missed quite a few days and didn't bother to get my HW from the missing days. I got my first C on a test since 5th grade. I've been having a period for like a month. I think I bleeding to death. My friends constantly annoy me and eeeeeerrrrrrgggghhhh my mom is getting on my nerves so badly. I cant stand it. I have missed all my finals I don't when I am supposed to take them now.

Just a bad couple of weeks... I'm noramlly such a "glass half full" kinda person...

Thats not normal, or healthy.
Have you ever been to an obstetrician/gynecologist? Tell your mom. She can set up an appointment for you. You may very well be anemic. (low iron due to blood loss)

hope that helped.

 

[HSMndLKfan92]

Can I join the I Hate January Club?

I'm on about the same page as the rest of you. I could care less about school work. I practically blew off a Language Arts project. I've been so p-oed about my eating habits; they've gotten worse. I can barely smile at myself in the mirror anymore. I stare a death glare when someone compliments me. Self esteem = vanished.

Hopefully February gets better.

 

[C.J. Sparrow]

I do the overeating thing too. You wouldn't know that by looking at me. If I step on a scale with jeans and a t-shirt on, I just barely break 80 pounds. Most kids my age (13) are over 100 by now. And I eat huge amounts of food. Just yesterday, I pretty much finished off a bag of chips that we had just bought the day before. It might have something to do with me being a complete food lover, or the fact that I have the fastest metabolism on PLANET EARTH.

I think Puberty has officially started. Already I'm feeling like a complete freak.

 

[BabyPiglet]

Thats not normal, or healthy.
Have you ever been to an obstetrician/gynecologist? Tell your mom. She can set up an appointment for you. You may very well be anemic. (low iron due to blood loss)

hope that helped.

I actually am anemic. I went to the doctor when I was like 7 and been on mads for it ever since. And I have been to ob/gyn and they started giving me this horrible shot but it makes it worse. I've been going for like 3 weeks. Urgh I hate being a girl sometimes. I know it's not normal... I am going to tell my mom about it.... Thanks shelby for your concern....

January sux!!!!!

 

[Ms_Jack_Sparrow]

BLAH!! Me 2 it sux SOOOOOOOO bad and i got grounded from my cell for gettin it taken up in English Fri. I FINALLY got my I-Pod back got it taken up in Ath. Coach said "Ya u can have it as long as u do what u need 2" so at the end of the period when we run or 5mins and shoot our 5mins. I listen 2 it then the principal came in the gym n took it ARRRRGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! I`m sill mad at her. Charlie (ex) called me the other night DID NOT want 2 talk 2 him but had NO choice. His mom n dad r gettin a divorse. My biological dad is gettin married 2 a complete and total witch in my opinion. My lil bro has the flu, and I have had a KILLER headache for like 2 days i've been exahusted and on over-drive for like a week Ive been WAYYYYYYYYYY to stressed lately and do not EVEN know why. My ex that I think I love Ruben broke up with me and I cried over him I cant think of the last guy I cried over but oh well. Thats what Shellbys 4 and the insane thing is our lil bros r bffs n were both named Shelby except i have 1 l n she has 2.

 

[Sparx]

I actually am anemic. I went to the doctor when I was like 7 and been on mads for it ever since. And I have been to ob/gyn and they started giving me this horrible shot but it makes it worse. I've been going for like 3 weeks. Urgh I hate being a girl sometimes. I know it's not normal... I am going to tell my mom about it.... Thanks shelby for your concern....

January sux!!!!!

as soon as it starts going over a week or so, you should let your mom know.

Its also a good idea to keep track, maybe with a calendar. When you start, how long, etc.

 

[BabyPiglet]

as soon as it starts going over a week or so, you should let your mom know.

Its also a good idea to keep track, maybe with a calendar. When you start, how long, etc.

Ohhh totally tried that!!! It's so irregular!Geeerrrrrrrggggghhhh!!!! I did tell my mom however and she scheduled me an appointment for tommorow... Ooooh I dread that too.... But totally different subject sooo......

 

[Sparx]

Ohhh totally tried that!!! It's so irregular!Geeerrrrrrrggggghhhh!!!! I did tell my mom however and she scheduled me an appointment for tommorow... Ooooh I dread that too.... But totally different subject sooo......

one last thing to say about this, then I'll shut up.

Ask about birth control. It'll make it regular, and keep it from getting very heavy.

 

[BabyPiglet]

one last thing to say about this, then I'll shut up.

Ask about birth control. It'll make it regular, and keep it from getting very heavy.

That shot I talked about was like a birth control thing
But I'll ask for something different...

Cheers to February being different!!!

 

[Babyjustrun]

as soon as it starts going over a week or so, you should let your mom know.

Its also a good idea to keep track, maybe with a calendar. When you start, how long, etc.

Periods just suck.
Main reason I hate being a girl

 

[C.J. Sparrow]

Periods just suck.
Main reason I hate being a girl

And the main reason I'm glad I'm a boy .

I want to blow up January. Dumb homework. Dumb classmates. Dumb school. I feel like I'm treated like something you see at the zoo. People just observe the strange things I do. Study me like a FREAK. The next time someone does that, I'll pop 'em in the face. I don't care if I get punished!!! I'm just !

 

[tinkerbell12]

I don't know why, I have just been having a really bad month in general, and I just get that ''I don't care'' feeling all the time. This is going to be a big disorganized RANT...

I haven't been doing my homework, I have been letting my chores slip, and I'm majorly putting off handing out my resume. When somebody talks to me, I either turn around and bite off their head, or I just say ''uh-huh'' and tune out. I have had a splitting headache all week, and I'm PMS'ing. Finals are next week, I have several projects due on Monday and I don't know where to start on my missing assignments! Oh shoot, and I just remembered that I still haven't finished my silver ring for De-Tech yet. I got a head-rush and almost fainted this morning so I had to sit in my chair and eat a cracker until I could stand up again. I haven't done the mile-run for gym in a while, and I feel awful. I don't eat anything all day, and when I get home I pig out on foods that I know are not good for me. Somebody that I thought was a good friend, was apparently talking behind my back- I haven't talked to her yet so I don't even know if it's true. I got a terrible mark in our last gym unit, because I stink at basketball. I have been witchy to my parents lately and now I'm grounded for a week. I ran out of veggie burgers the other day. I had to walk to school in the puring rain/snow and then remembered I had bowling first thing in the morning for gym, so I had to run down there, payed for two games and didn't even finish the first one. Rugby starts next week, I joined and I don't even know the rules of the game; I have never even seen a rugby ball! Is there a ball?

Just a bad month

Anybody else having this ''I don't care'' attitude or is it just me? I don't know how to explain it, I just feel awful.

I know how you feel and anything in bold has happened to me this month too! I am usually really good and on top of my homework, everything... i know how you feel

 

[HSMndLKfan92]

Periods just suck.
Main reason I hate being a girl

Tell me about it.

 

[C.J. Sparrow]

I know how you feel and anything in bold has happened to me this month too! I am usually really good and on top of my homework, everything... i know how you feel

Me too.

Everything is slipping through the cracks. I'm a total wreck. This kind of thing leads to kids becoming bullies...

I don't want to be a bully!