I Hate Crying

[DisGirlAllie]

And with all this stress I may explode or breakdown.
I have so many things going on, I could keep you entertained for weeks.
However, I'll start from the base up.
Guilt sucks.
Breaking up with your cheating boyfriend sucks.
Trying to avoid said cheating boyfriend sucks. (Especially since he is your neighbor)
Having to cancel your trip to Seattle and miss Nationals for dance sucks.
Then, having your grandma be in the hospital in a coma after her fifth surgery this week and not waking up for two days sucks.
Having your grandpa look like he's going to cry sucks.
Having to switch in 12 hour shifts to have someone nearby grandma at all times in the CICU sucks.
Being worried about your grandma 24/7 sucks.
Nearly having a heart attack yourself when grandma goes into a seizure during said coma at 2:30 AM sucks.
Having EVERYONE ask you what is going on when you really have no idea and want people to just leave you alone sucks.
Rant about my sucky life that probably holds no interest to you over.

 

[KidGoofy]

Wow...I am so sorry.

 

[tinkerbell12]

I know exactly how you feel. I'm going though a lot of that ICU and grandparents and sickness stuff.
If you want to talk, you can PM me.

I hope your life brightens up soon!

 

[Cinderelli16]

Awww I'm sorry....feel better.

 

[diva122094]

I am so sorry,i hope everything gets better

 

[topannapot]

thanks

 

[::Snow_White::]

I'm so sorry.

I hope your grandma gets better.

 

[jbcheerchick93]

aw that sucks im so sorry.


but let me tell you this, cry. go ahead and cry your freaking eyes out.


in the past week ive had two breakdowns and felt so much better, and i hate crying more then anyone i know, its so ugly.


but i felt way better and was able to get everything out.


i am sorry though

 

[RaggedyAnnPrincess]

I'm so sorry. You need many hugs!
I'll be praying for you.

 

[OneTreeHill]

I'm so sorry.

I hope everything gets better.

 

[disneychick2721]

But honestly I could make a list like that of my sucky life right now too, so dont think your the only one.

 

[SeanXbaybeh]

DUDE! I'm soo sorry. I could make a long list of what sucks in my life to, starting with my dad dieing. I'm sorry

 

[JulielovesDisney]

I'm so sorry. Hang in there, everything will get better soon.
-hugs-

 

[Captain Brain]

Allie....I'm so sorry.

 

[Disney.Ears]

Awe babe. I'm so sorry.
My PM box is open and I'll be on AIM today if you want to vent more.


And from experiance, crying helps a lot. Especially in the shower. Cry it out.

 

[Kairi-Angel]

I'm so sorry.
I have to agree with Disney.Ears, crying does make it better in most cases.
Also, if this makes you feel better:
There is this tree, an apple tree.
Lets say the apples are girls.
Guys come to the apple tree.
Your boyfriend went to the top of the tree, which many don't because they are afraid to get hurt, but he made it and picked you.
Then he did something stupid, and picked one of the rotten ones at the ground near the tree, for some stupid reason.
Just remember, you are at the top of the tree.
And if he was stupid enough to got cheat on you, then he's not worth your time.
I hope that made you feel better, it made my friend in school feel better too.
I alsoi wish the best of luck for your grandma.
MY PM box is open if you need anything else.

 

[BandGeek911]

 

[Tinkerbell424]

Allie I'm so sorry.
If you ever want to vent/talk PM me.

I hope your grandma gets better!

 

[Pixie Freak 101]

 

[goofyandplutoluver]

Sorry you're under so much stress.