I had a truly terrifying experience-THE TRUTH Pg19

[vicki_c]

I'm sorry, what grade are we in? I forget.

 

[HersheyKisses]

I'm not sure if you know what the truth really is...or is this a way to keep the drama alive now in yet another direction.

Nope...this is the truth .

 

[LuvsDragonflies]

My heartfelt suggestion for you, and more importantly your children, is to get back into therapy. If you won't use any medications, let the doctor know so they can tweak your therapy accordingly.

Depression isn't something to play around with. Neither is schizophrenia or any of a number of other mental health problems. Hitting someone "just to see him cry" is a red flag. If you choose not to help yourself, at least turn the children over to him before you hurt one of them or yourself. You don't need one of the kids coming home to find you dead in the closet or something.

Best of luck to you.

 

[wintersnowwhite]

This thread has been so entertaining.

 

[C.Ann]

I am in NO way in support of the troll at all but I'm having a hard time reading how you are upset that she won't answer the questions you want. Why is it ok for you to pick and choose which questions you will answer but not someone else?

Again I am not in support of the troll.

Because I truly believe her children are in danger - serious danger.. The only way anyone (who is way smarter than me when it comes to computers) could pull this all together to contact CPS if she continues to post and "slip up".. (Did you read her locked thread from yesterday?)

Otherwise you're right.. I will not answer questions I don't feel people here need to have answers to - won't pressure anyone else to do so either - and if I do ask a question that someone might not feel comfortable answering, I ALWAYS try to remember to include "feel free not to answer if you would rather not".. If they don't feel comfortable, I don't pressure them.. But - I have never posted anything on this board to make people fearful that I was being physically violent with any child..

There's the BIG difference.. I am angry - and frightened for the OP's children.. All bets are off if there's a chance that children are being physically abused - and who knows what else..

 

[RitaE]

My heartfelt suggestion is to go get a job.

Seriously - our public tax dollars pay to support this?

 

[Liza111577]

Ok..the fun is over. Here is the truth about what i've posted . I want to be honest about everything.


The truth is this "terrifying situation" NEVER happened. Im a drama queen. I was sitting back thinking hmmm what If I took a nap and totally missed the bus for like hours on end...scary thoughts. The drama queen in me decided to make a post about it . The first couple pages of responses were pretty boring so I quickly forgot about it until it was bought up in another post...than I saw the drama unfolding and tried to cover up my tracks.

There was no doctor's visit or tests. No surprise there.

I tried to cover up my tracks by revealing that I was diagnosed with extreme depression. This is true ..but I was diagnosed with depression months ago. I was prescribed the two medications for roughly 4 months . I never took the meds but I did attend the therapy sessions weekly until my school schedule conflicted with the meetings and I stopped going altogether.

I finished school last year. I do SAHM but I took classes at a community college to have something to focus on. I completed my degree and I've done nothing since. It did not help my depression at all ...(maybe because I wasn't taking the meds)

I DID abuse my ex/kids father but that was seven years ago . I've apologized to him a long time ago and he's forgiven me. I haven't hit him or any other boyfriend since .

I honestly know why he is not involved in our kids lives. He didn't just walk out for no reason. Last summer I was more interested in getting him back than facilitating a relationship with the kids. If I didn't meddle in his new relationship and fly off the handle for stupid reasons he'd still be in their lives. I gave him hell for everything last summer. I even drunk dialed him and told him I loved him several times and I admit it was absolutely pathetic behavior. I cringe when I think about all the times he had the kids over night and I was drunk dialing him for attention . It was abundantly clear that he had /has absolutely no feelings toward me anymore and I couldn't handle it.

My therapist felt I should move on and see other guys. I decided to go on a dating website. I decided ok Ill make a profile on a dating website. I had a few one nighters with random men and this one guy was head over heels for me. I still have no clue why but he was . He had a gf at the time who was in love with him. I knew about her. I had no intention on being with him because he was not really my type..I thought he was attractive some days..and ugly on others..so I needed other ppl's opinion . In the end..I just was not attracted to him . I feel a little bad for breaking his heart but those are the breaks . Im not attracted to nice guys. If a guy is too nice to me it's a turn off .

That's the complete and honest truth.



That's the truth.

And that's my point. You're sick. You're a compulsive liar who needs constant attention. You're no victim. You've deprived your kids of their dad because of your behavior.
In another thread you claimed your ex took you by force and that's how you ended up pregnant with your son.
This is the same ex that you beat up? How do you beat him to tears one day and get taken by force the next? And wow, there are people who try for months to get pregnant and you got prego in one shot?

There is no truth in your world. You can't differentiate between truth and lies. Please get professional help. Do it for your children.

 

[ChrizJen]

Ok..the fun is over. Here is the truth about what i've posted . I want to be honest about everything.


The truth is this "terrifying situation" NEVER happened. Im a drama queen. I was sitting back thinking hmmm what If I took a nap and totally missed the bus for like hours on end...scary thoughts. The drama queen in me decided to make a post about it . The first couple pages of responses were pretty boring so I quickly forgot about it until it was bought up in another post...than I saw the drama unfolding and tried to cover up my tracks.

There was no doctor's visit or tests. No surprise there.

I tried to cover up my tracks by revealing that I was diagnosed with extreme depression. This is true ..but I was diagnosed with depression months ago. I was prescribed the two medications for roughly 4 months . I never took the meds but I did attend the therapy sessions weekly until my school schedule conflicted with the meetings and I stopped going altogether.

I finished school last year. I do SAHM but I took classes at a community college to have something to focus on. I completed my degree and I've done nothing since. It did not help my depression at all ...(maybe because I wasn't taking the meds)

I DID abuse my ex/kids father but that was seven years ago . I've apologized to him a long time ago and he's forgiven me. I haven't hit him or any other boyfriend since .

I honestly know why he is not involved in our kids lives. He didn't just walk out for no reason. Last summer I was more interested in getting him back than facilitating a relationship with the kids. If I didn't meddle in his new relationship and fly off the handle for stupid reasons he'd still be in their lives. I gave him hell for everything last summer. I even drunk dialed him and told him I loved him several times and I admit it was absolutely pathetic behavior. I cringe when I think about all the times he had the kids over night and I was drunk dialing him for attention . It was abundantly clear that he had /has absolutely no feelings toward me anymore and I couldn't handle it.

My therapist felt I should move on and see other guys. I decided to go on a dating website. I decided ok Ill make a profile on a dating website. I had a few one nighters with random men and this one guy was head over heels for me. I still have no clue why but he was . He had a gf at the time who was in love with him. I knew about her. I had no intention on being with him because he was not really my type..I thought he was attractive some days..and ugly on others..so I needed other ppl's opinion . In the end..I just was not attracted to him . I feel a little bad for breaking his heart but those are the breaks . Im not attracted to nice guys. If a guy is too nice to me it's a turn off .

That's the complete and honest truth.



That's the truth.

Still trying not to judge you, because somewhere in the many pages of this thread is a statement you made that it's not you're fault you're depressed. And you're 100% right about that. But when you have ways to deal with that depression and you choose not to, that IS your fault. Even if none of the stuff you've posted is the truth, you owe it to your kids to get yourself back into therapy and get the meds you need because you're doing all of this for attention. By making up fantastic stories like this and posting them on a public message board, you're asking for help. And the only help we can give is our advice. And that's mine. For what it's worth.

 

[AlwaysMoving]

Ok..the fun is over. Here is the truth about what i've posted . I want to be honest about everything.


The truth is this "terrifying situation" NEVER happened. Im a drama queen. I was sitting back thinking hmmm what If I took a nap and totally missed the bus for like hours on end...scary thoughts. The drama queen in me decided to make a post about it . The first couple pages of responses were pretty boring so I quickly forgot about it until it was bought up in another post...than I saw the drama unfolding and tried to cover up my tracks.

There was no doctor's visit or tests. No surprise there.

I tried to cover up my tracks by revealing that I was diagnosed with extreme depression. This is true ..but I was diagnosed with depression months ago. I was prescribed the two medications for roughly 4 months . I never took the meds but I did attend the therapy sessions weekly until my school schedule conflicted with the meetings and I stopped going altogether.

I finished school last year. I do SAHM but I took classes at a community college to have something to focus on. I completed my degree and I've done nothing since. It did not help my depression at all ...(maybe because I wasn't taking the meds)

I DID abuse my ex/kids father but that was seven years ago . I've apologized to him a long time ago and he's forgiven me. I haven't hit him or any other boyfriend since .

I honestly know why he is not involved in our kids lives. He didn't just walk out for no reason. Last summer I was more interested in getting him back than facilitating a relationship with the kids. If I didn't meddle in his new relationship and fly off the handle for stupid reasons he'd still be in their lives. I gave him hell for everything last summer. I even drunk dialed him and told him I loved him several times and I admit it was absolutely pathetic behavior. I cringe when I think about all the times he had the kids over night and I was drunk dialing him for attention . It was abundantly clear that he had /has absolutely no feelings toward me anymore and I couldn't handle it.

My therapist felt I should move on and see other guys. I decided to go on a dating website. I decided ok Ill make a profile on a dating website. I had a few one nighters with random men and this one guy was head over heels for me. I still have no clue why but he was . He had a gf at the time who was in love with him. I knew about her. I had no intention on being with him because he was not really my type..I thought he was attractive some days..and ugly on others..so I needed other ppl's opinion . In the end..I just was not attracted to him . I feel a little bad for breaking his heart but those are the breaks . Im not attracted to nice guys. If a guy is too nice to me it's a turn off .

That's the complete and honest truth.



That's the truth.

If that is the truth, it still doesn't change the fact that your children need for you to take your meds.

 

[Missy1961]

Ok..the fun is over. Here is the truth about what i've posted . I want to be honest about everything.


The truth is this "terrifying situation" NEVER happened. Im a drama queen. I was sitting back thinking hmmm what If I took a nap and totally missed the bus for like hours on end...scary thoughts. The drama queen in me decided to make a post about it . The first couple pages of responses were pretty boring so I quickly forgot about it until it was bought up in another post...than I saw the drama unfolding and tried to cover up my tracks.

There was no doctor's visit or tests. No surprise there.

I tried to cover up my tracks by revealing that I was diagnosed with extreme depression. This is true ..but I was diagnosed with depression months ago. I was prescribed the two medications for roughly 4 months . I never took the meds but I did attend the therapy sessions weekly until my school schedule conflicted with the meetings and I stopped going altogether.

I finished school last year. I do SAHM but I took classes at a community college to have something to focus on. I completed my degree and I've done nothing since. It did not help my depression at all ...(maybe because I wasn't taking the meds)

I DID abuse my ex/kids father but that was seven years ago . I've apologized to him a long time ago and he's forgiven me. I haven't hit him or any other boyfriend since .

I honestly know why he is not involved in our kids lives. He didn't just walk out for no reason. Last summer I was more interested in getting him back than facilitating a relationship with the kids. If I didn't meddle in his new relationship and fly off the handle for stupid reasons he'd still be in their lives. I gave him hell for everything last summer. I even drunk dialed him and told him I loved him several times and I admit it was absolutely pathetic behavior. I cringe when I think about all the times he had the kids over night and I was drunk dialing him for attention . It was abundantly clear that he had /has absolutely no feelings toward me anymore and I couldn't handle it.

My therapist felt I should move on and see other guys. I decided to go on a dating website. I decided ok Ill make a profile on a dating website. I had a few one nighters with random men and this one guy was head over heels for me. I still have no clue why but he was . He had a gf at the time who was in love with him. I knew about her. I had no intention on being with him because he was not really my type..I thought he was attractive some days..and ugly on others..so I needed other ppl's opinion . In the end..I just was not attracted to him . I feel a little bad for breaking his heart but those are the breaks . Im not attracted to nice guys. If a guy is too nice to me it's a turn off .

That's the complete and honest truth.



That's the truth.

OMG. Time for this to be locked. Past time, actually.

 

[phorsenuf]

OMG. Time for this to be locked. Past time, actually.

At least then I would get my housework done.

 

[HersheyKisses]

My heartfelt suggestion for you, and more importantly your children, is to get back into therapy. If you won't use any medications, let the doctor know so they can tweak your therapy accordingly.

Depression isn't something to play around with. Neither is schizophrenia or any of a number of other mental health problems. Hitting someone "just to see him cry" is a red flag. If you choose not to help yourself, at least turn the children over to him before you hurt one of them or yourself. You don't need one of the kids coming home to find you dead in the closet or something.

Best of luck to you.

I was only diagnosed with depression. I do not have anything truly crazy like bipolar or schizophrenia. Like I said that was 7 years ago when I was beating up my than boyfriend . I was like 18 and a teenager still . I have never had any suicidal thoughts ..feelings of hopelessness absolutely but never suicidal .

 

[Soldier's*Sweeties]

This is going down as a classic...

 

[Liza111577]

At least then I would get my housework done.

This thread has kept me entertained for the past 2 days.

 

[Soldier's*Sweeties]

I was only diagnosed with depression. I do not have anything truly crazy like bipolar or schizophrenia. Like I said that was 7 years ago when I was beating up my than boyfriend . I was like 18 and a teenager still . I have never had any suicidal thoughts ..feelings of hopelessness absolutely but never suicidal .

Wow...yeah...us bipolars are REALLY messed up...so much that we take our meds and be the parents that our children need...

Not only are you a troll...but you are also pretty offensive...I want to high five your face.

 

[HersheyKisses]

And that's my point. You're sick. You're a compulsive liar who needs constant attention. You're no victim. You've deprived your kids of their dad because of your behavior.
In another thread you claimed your ex took you by force and that's how you ended up pregnant with your son.
This is the same ex that you beat up? How do you beat him to tears one day and get taken by force the next? And wow, there are people who try for months to get pregnant and you got prego in one shot?

There is no truth in your world. You can't differentiate between truth and lies. Please get professional help. Do it for your children.

Yes he's the same ex. When we broke up he became so evil towards me. He didn't force me to have sex but I was pressured ALOT and it was just 1 night

 

[LuvsDragonflies]

Is there a medication for pathological lying?

 

[C.Ann]

Ok..the fun is over. Here is the truth about what i've posted . I want to be honest about everything.


The truth is this "terrifying situation" NEVER happened. Im a drama queen. I was sitting back thinking hmmm what If I took a nap and totally missed the bus for like hours on end...scary thoughts. The drama queen in me decided to make a post about it . The first couple pages of responses were pretty boring so I quickly forgot about it until it was bought up in another post...than I saw the drama unfolding and tried to cover up my tracks.

There was no doctor's visit or tests. No surprise there.

I tried to cover up my tracks by revealing that I was diagnosed with extreme depression. This is true ..but I was diagnosed with depression months ago. I was prescribed the two medications for roughly 4 months . I never took the meds but I did attend the therapy sessions weekly until my school schedule conflicted with the meetings and I stopped going altogether.

I finished school last year. I do SAHM but I took classes at a community college to have something to focus on. I completed my degree and I've done nothing since. It did not help my depression at all ...(maybe because I wasn't taking the meds)

I DID abuse my ex/kids father but that was seven years ago . I've apologized to him a long time ago and he's forgiven me. I haven't hit him or any other boyfriend since .

I honestly know why he is not involved in our kids lives. He didn't just walk out for no reason. Last summer I was more interested in getting him back than facilitating a relationship with the kids. If I didn't meddle in his new relationship and fly off the handle for stupid reasons he'd still be in their lives. I gave him hell for everything last summer. I even drunk dialed him and told him I loved him several times and I admit it was absolutely pathetic behavior. I cringe when I think about all the times he had the kids over night and I was drunk dialing him for attention . It was abundantly clear that he had /has absolutely no feelings toward me anymore and I couldn't handle it.

My therapist felt I should move on and see other guys. I decided to go on a dating website. I decided ok Ill make a profile on a dating website. I had a few one nighters with random men and this one guy was head over heels for me. I still have no clue why but he was . He had a gf at the time who was in love with him. I knew about her. I had no intention on being with him because he was not really my type..I thought he was attractive some days..and ugly on others..so I needed other ppl's opinion . In the end..I just was not attracted to him . I feel a little bad for breaking his heart but those are the breaks . Im not attracted to nice guys. If a guy is too nice to me it's a turn off .

That's the complete and honest truth.



That's the truth.

"If" this is true (big if) you should be banned for what you have put people through here - just yesterday and today alone..

Of course then you'll just come back with yet another "new" user name, but at least all of your stories now blend in together - regardless of what name you use - so it would be much easier for all of us to recognize you now..

However, the last laugh is going to be on you - because I will NOT become a full-time cynic due to your nonsense.. I will still continue to support people who ask for support.. I will still defend others if I think they're being treated unfairly.. I will still continue to pray for people who request prayers.. I will not allow the likes of you to change who I am..

I hope you're proud of yourself.. Nice example you're setting for your children..

I'm OUT of here.. I need to go say some prayers for those poor children of yours..

 

[Dr.Girlfriend]

Nope...this is the truth .

Wait. Are you the same poster who over the summer said (the day before your WDW trip) said that you had less than $300 for the entire stay, and you had depleted your emergency fund to even take the trip?

Then you posted...like a month ago or so...about a huge family drama because your Aunt was forcing you to take another WDW trip on her terms?

This is you, yes?

 

[DisneySarah80]

I've read this whole thing. Due to that, I kinda lost track of time, and also forgot that its a half day at school for my oldest.... Thank goodness I remembered!!!!

To the OP, in all truth, I think you need to get off your fat butt, get to a gym (or at least the stairs in your appt bldg) and do something. Stop eating donuts, pick up a carrot stick. Of course, do this during school hours, and try not to forget your kids. Again.