I don't know how much longer I can stand this

[hegs65]

Ms Kanga, I too am the mom of a child who has cancer. It is the worse torture a parent can go through. I would not wish it on my worst enemy. I am so sorry that your dd is not feeling well. I hope and pray that she will be well enough to come home soon. I will keep you both in my prayers. If you ever want to talk, please feel free to pm me. Patty

 

[NHAnn]

Oh Olga....many many hugs to you, and to Sonya too.

Watching my little grandson going through his leukemia treatment, I had many of those feelings of "I cannot stand this heartbreak any longer" when he was at the critical stage. And I watched his parents dealing with his illness and their own emotions and their two younger girls and life in general.
And everyone has ups and downs, the patient, the parents, family, friends and caregivers.

It's important (and healthy) to have a time/place/people so you can safely have your moments of crying and raging and venting and not have to be strong and postiive 24/7. And then you can pick up and start down the road again... there will be more bumps and twists --but you will get there.

Sonya is a trooper, and you are too.

Prayers and pixie dust to you all....

 

[dixipixi]

You all are in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[PrincessBelle23]

MsKanga,
Almost one year ago a little girl I babysit was diagnosed with ALL, a form of leukemia. It has been a whirlwind since then, and I have been there working with them through it all. She will be 5 in March, and has two younger sisters - 4 and almost 1. I have known them since she was just 4 months old and have grown very very close with the whole family. Sadly, I understand first-hand how difficult and painful this whole experience is. No words can describe the stress, pain, frustration, and sadness that go along with any form of cancer, nevermind when it happens to a child. As much as I can relate and find some understanding in what you and your daughter are dealing with in these difficult times, I know that nothing can compare to th emotions a mother feels when it is her own child. Please, keep you're head up. Always remind yourself - things WILL get better, and you both will be so much stronger when this is all over, I promise!!!

 

[Mskanga]

Surely you didn't get to PI in that lovely brown car did you????? LOL
I remember when DH and I stayed in the Hilton on Disney property and Simon took a wrong turning and instead of going to self park went to hotel valet right outside the entrance. Boy you should have seen the shocked faces when this old rust heap pulled up missing most of its insides, and the roof covered in strange beads and feathers!.

I sure did , feathers and all..... Boy did we laugh.....