bubbleprincessmom
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but even the best magician couldn't master the trick I'd need him to do. Seven years ago today I was feeding the little ones breakfast trying to get ready to run into the hospital to visit the oldest son. The phone rang....what did you just say???....when did the phone turn into a viper....I screamed....I threw the phone .....the next thing I remember my neighbor was here...who called you.??...its ringing again....I told you I would be there as soon as I could...."you don't understand Monica you need to be here NOW".... I still see you laying there asleep on the pillows....everyone is here.......so many people in one room....David you are SO loved can you feel the love in this room. How is this happening....nind days ago we were at Disneyland. Yes I know that cystic fibrosis is incurable....but THIS???? This isn't suppose to happen TODAY!!!! I whisper/sing in your ear to go rest high on that mountain, son your work on earth is done, go to heaven shouting. And you did. You were always such a good boy WHY did you have to listen to me today!!! Why couldn't you have been deviant just once!!
Seven years later.........where did the time go. Did you know that the wisteria that Lynn planted in your memory blooms TWICE a year, in the spring and ALWAYS this week in july? I though it was my imagination untill I started to keep track and its always THIS week in July the purple flowers return. Thank you. Your brother CJ is 13 now...the girls all love him, sometimes if my back is turned and I'm busy and he walks into the room and says mom I jump out of my skin.....its David he's back, wait thats impossible, oh CJ its you, I know he hears the disappointment in my voice, I hope he understands its not him I'm dissapointed in. CJ loves all the things you did at this age, nintendo only now its called XBOX, he loves sci fi movies, but not the scary ones you and I use to go see...I miss my scary movie partner. Did i say the girls love him,you'd be proud. Brian is 22 now, what can I say, he still grieves you and is angry continue to help him find his way and be his guardian angel. So many times he's been in over his head and I know that an angel has protected him. And than theres Sarah your bubbleprincess baby sister. Shes 8 now. She looks up to heaven and still blows you kisses, do you catch them? Of course you do. Isn't she the prettiest thing you've ever seen. She has such a heart of Jesus. When I cry she puts her arms around me and reminds me that she misses you to . One night she came in crying saying Mommy your so lucky you have memories of David cause I don't have any I'm sorry I forgot him. Its okay honey you were only a baby just barely one let me tell you about David and how you watched the Electric Light parade in his lap at Disney land see the picture see the love in his eyes look your signing the word for more he taught you that he liked to teach you sign language you bothed loved that parade. Remember we saw the parade at Disneyworld again. You both loved Disney. Yes I'm sure that God has a Disney in heaven!!
You were the best big brother any little girl could have hoped for. I still don't know how I'm suppose to get through everyday without you, I still ached for you, miss you, want you back. Your in my soul David. Thankk you for having been the best son any mother could have dreamed of,you were my champion, my hero, I could do no wrong in your eyes. I was so young to have been your mother I made mistakes and they didn't matter to you I always knew you loved me. God Ihope you know that I loved you and love you still. Rest in the arms of the angels my sweet baby boy. I love you forever Mom
Seven years later.........where did the time go. Did you know that the wisteria that Lynn planted in your memory blooms TWICE a year, in the spring and ALWAYS this week in july? I though it was my imagination untill I started to keep track and its always THIS week in July the purple flowers return. Thank you. Your brother CJ is 13 now...the girls all love him, sometimes if my back is turned and I'm busy and he walks into the room and says mom I jump out of my skin.....its David he's back, wait thats impossible, oh CJ its you, I know he hears the disappointment in my voice, I hope he understands its not him I'm dissapointed in. CJ loves all the things you did at this age, nintendo only now its called XBOX, he loves sci fi movies, but not the scary ones you and I use to go see...I miss my scary movie partner. Did i say the girls love him,you'd be proud. Brian is 22 now, what can I say, he still grieves you and is angry continue to help him find his way and be his guardian angel. So many times he's been in over his head and I know that an angel has protected him. And than theres Sarah your bubbleprincess baby sister. Shes 8 now. She looks up to heaven and still blows you kisses, do you catch them? Of course you do. Isn't she the prettiest thing you've ever seen. She has such a heart of Jesus. When I cry she puts her arms around me and reminds me that she misses you to . One night she came in crying saying Mommy your so lucky you have memories of David cause I don't have any I'm sorry I forgot him. Its okay honey you were only a baby just barely one let me tell you about David and how you watched the Electric Light parade in his lap at Disney land see the picture see the love in his eyes look your signing the word for more he taught you that he liked to teach you sign language you bothed loved that parade. Remember we saw the parade at Disneyworld again. You both loved Disney. Yes I'm sure that God has a Disney in heaven!!
You were the best big brother any little girl could have hoped for. I still don't know how I'm suppose to get through everyday without you, I still ached for you, miss you, want you back. Your in my soul David. Thankk you for having been the best son any mother could have dreamed of,you were my champion, my hero, I could do no wrong in your eyes. I was so young to have been your mother I made mistakes and they didn't matter to you I always knew you loved me. God Ihope you know that I loved you and love you still. Rest in the arms of the angels my sweet baby boy. I love you forever Mom
Every year on my birthday, I hear a song on the radio. It was one of my good friend's favorite song. I think it's her way of looking down at me from Heaven and wishing me a happy birthday.
