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I suffer from post traumatic stress disorder regarding an event in my life that happened on Halloween when I was 12. Starting when I was 18, and continuing for about 5 more years, there were repeated events associated with the first event that made my life full of fear and pain. I have been to counseling and have dealt with the initial pain, but when Halloween rolls around, things get hard. I had the worst panic attack I've had in years last Friday when I went to a concert at church. Stephen had to take me out the side door of the sanctuary right in the middle of it. This year is worse than the past few years, and I'm not sure why. After counseling I was able to get through Halloween w/o much of a care. But this year is different. There is a feeling of impending doom around me, and I can hardly wait till Thursday is behind me. My boss (an attorney, but she has a Masters degree in counseling) says it could be because my daughter turned 20 this Saturday, and is moving away soon. That could be causing me to feel like I am losing control. Anyway, whatever is causing it, I am having a rough time. Any prayers and pd would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you ahead of time.
Thank you ahead of time.