Oh my God
Can you believe that i am going to Gatwick tomorrow! I am just having a really bad panic attack.
What if i have forgot something? What if DH doesnt like how i look? What if?????????????????????
I know that i am just worrying but i really really want DH to be proud.
I think what it is, is that my parents have caused me sooooooo much stress and anxiety over the last 3 months that i kind of expect something to go wrong, it always does for me !!!!!!!!!!!!
Well i am off to bed i have a long journey ahead of me.
I will be back in a couple of weeks, with all my pictures to show off.
OH MY GOD, It is actually happenning!!!!!!!!!
Lots of Love
Toni
(sorry i went on!)

Can you believe that i am going to Gatwick tomorrow! I am just having a really bad panic attack.
What if i have forgot something? What if DH doesnt like how i look? What if?????????????????????
I know that i am just worrying but i really really want DH to be proud.
I think what it is, is that my parents have caused me sooooooo much stress and anxiety over the last 3 months that i kind of expect something to go wrong, it always does for me !!!!!!!!!!!!
Well i am off to bed i have a long journey ahead of me.
I will be back in a couple of weeks, with all my pictures to show off.
OH MY GOD, It is actually happenning!!!!!!!!!
Lots of Love
Toni
(sorry i went on!)




