Disney Princess Elli
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I was thinking about this before so I thought I'd make a thread about it.
This time last year I was recouperating at home from my BMT. I was weak, but I felt alive.
This time last year I was breaking my neck to finish my finals and school work.
This time last year, although I couldn't be around them, I felt close to my friends.
Now, I am feeling too mature for my age. I feel that my illness has completely pushed me away from people my own age. I have lost half of my friends, and no one wants to be around me. Sometimes being smart really hurts you. I am just feeling alone.
And yet, I would never trade anything about myself for friends. I am just confused.
I also think I've changed a lot, style-wise. I've kind of discovered the best things for me, like how mascara makes my eyes pop, and I've gotten much better at shaping my eyebrows. I've lost a little weight (not that I was fat before or anything), gotten comfortable with my body, and found the best ways to dress myself. I'm definitely much more confident.
Shelby, I think you win for most changes in a year.![]()