How could it have been 11 years already?

[Disney1fan2002]

ELEVEN YEARS!!!! I have not seen my mom, or heard her voice. I talked to her for the last time 11 years ago last night. 11 years ago tonight, my world came crashing down. I returned from my currier run into Boston for the bank I worked for, to find my sister's car in the bank parking lot. I instantly knew something was seriously wrong. I worked in locked building, and after 6PM, NOBODY is allowed inside unless you work there. The fact that my sister was not in her car, told me she was INSIDE. For them to have let her in, I knew it was serious. I think I threw the car in park before it stopped rolling. I ran inside, in the computer room, I could see her through the glass, she was in a chair, she looked like she had been crying really hard. I was panicked. I could not hit the right combination to unlock the door. I kept screaming through the glass "WHAT?! WHAT?!" Someone finally buzzed me in.....I ran to my sister and all she could say was "She's dead" She never said who, but amazingly, I knew she was talking about our mother.

Jan. 23, 1995...God called my mom home.

 

[Twinkles6892]

 

[luvwinnie]

Hugs to you. I know your grief.

 

[ericamanda01]

 

[smilie]

You'll be in my thoughts today.

 

[VanniGirl]

You are in my thoughts today, I understand your pain.

 

[joshsmom]

 

[mommaU4]

 

[binny]

Its been 12 for me, since my dad passed. You arent alone
If you need a shoulder feel free to PM me

 

[Poohgirl]

 

[goofy4tink]

I'm sorry....

 

[crs7568]

 

[smilingmouse]

 

[4cruisin]

I can relate to your pain. It will be 5 years next month that my mom died. I now tell time by before or after mom. I know it sounds strange to some but those that have been through it understand what I am saying. Sometimes it seems like just yesterday and other times it seems like forever.

I hope that happy memories will give you comfort today and help you get through a difficult time.

Nancy

 

[catherine]

I understand what you're going through!

 

[Pea-n-Me]

 

[KIRSTIN'S MOMMY]

 

[luvmy2sams]

 

[ChrisnSteph]

I'm sorry, I know how badly it hurts. Next month is the 5th anniversary of my son's death. The anniversary days hit you like a ton of bricks, and it all comes back.

 

[Tink's Pixieduster]

I think all of us who have lost one or both parents need a group hug.

February 28 will be 5 years since I lost my Dad (Alzheimer's had already taken most of him away before then), and Feb 6 will be 2 years since losing my Mom very unexpectedly. To lose both in the same month was a bit much.

I understand your pain and feel it also every day, but we will see and be with them again.