Ooc: Basically, the letter was from his parents talking about them being ashamed of him, and they couldn't take him back for who he was.
Sawyer: He sat outside the building, minding himself. Right now, he thought he was just a peice in a puzzle, just waiting to be used.
Joey: After reading the letter, he apparated away. He went up into a tower, sitting in the corner. His skin sickly pale, his eyes nearly white. Joey performed the cruciatus curse on himself over and over, before he have up. "Sectumsempra." he muttered. 'My parents disowned me, my girlfriend probably doesn't love me the same. This isn't right anymore...I should have stayed dead. I should have never been invited here. I shouldn't...I screwed this up with a wave of the wand.' He thought, then blacking out.