Well gang, push has really come to shove. I stepped on the scale and well it was NOT pretty. 
I feel unhealthy. I feel sick really. I dont want to be like this anymore.
I know Im not eating right and heaven knows Im not getting enough exercise. I am not physically strong like I used to be and that REALLY bothers me!
I am looking at this like Ive never done this before. This is a whole new thing for me with a new attitude. I have NOT failled I have simply found one more thing that doesnt work. So I know what I need to do and Im going to do it now.
I am going start what I make my kids do. Eating 3 meals a day and 2 snacks. One at 10AM and one at 2pm. I started that for them because I knew they would eat all day if I didnt... well DOH why didnt I apply that to myself? and The other thing is they only get desserts 2 nights a week. Friday and Saturday. Im going to do that as well.
I hate breakfast but I know I need to eat it.
UGH I know this is a real challenge for me but I am mentally strong and CAPABLE and I know that I have to get healthy.
Ok I guess thats it.
Im back. I am serious. I want to be healthy and strong again.

I feel unhealthy. I feel sick really. I dont want to be like this anymore.
I know Im not eating right and heaven knows Im not getting enough exercise. I am not physically strong like I used to be and that REALLY bothers me!
I am looking at this like Ive never done this before. This is a whole new thing for me with a new attitude. I have NOT failled I have simply found one more thing that doesnt work. So I know what I need to do and Im going to do it now.
I am going start what I make my kids do. Eating 3 meals a day and 2 snacks. One at 10AM and one at 2pm. I started that for them because I knew they would eat all day if I didnt... well DOH why didnt I apply that to myself? and The other thing is they only get desserts 2 nights a week. Friday and Saturday. Im going to do that as well.
I hate breakfast but I know I need to eat it.
UGH I know this is a real challenge for me but I am mentally strong and CAPABLE and I know that I have to get healthy.
Ok I guess thats it.
Im back. I am serious. I want to be healthy and strong again.
) You'll have so much love and support here at WISH--please know we're behind you all the way! 


Since you've been here before, you know you're among good company. This is the best bunch of losers I've ever "hung out" with!
Binny, I am restarting as well. I noticed you said you don't care for breakfast. Is it the time of day, or the idea of "breakfast" foods? I am not a huge breakfast eater myself, so I don't. I eat whatever fits my plan and sounds good. Somedays I have grilled cheese (light bread, 2% cheese & ICBINB spray) or soup or even a frozen lean cuisine. Anyway, just wanted to say Hi, and send