Help.

[PurpleDucky]

Let me put it into perspective.

Girls :

Imagine if your best GIRL friend liked you


Boys :

Imagine if your best GUY friend liked you.


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Thats sorta like how this feels, yet at the same time, he IS the opposite gender.

So, basically, freakishly awkward and you have no idea what to say?

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

Sort of.
Yes.

 

[tinkerbell12]

If you don't like him, you don't like him.

Seriously here, you'd know if you had feelings for him.
He'll understand.

BTW-- Valerie, LOVE the Twilight bit xD

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

Yeah the twilight part made me laugh a little..okay okay A LOT.

Thats what I dont understand.
I dont want him to think that I just dont wanna hurt his heart that I really dont, because the truth is..

I just dont know!

Then he said "You can call me when you know the answer" and im thinking "...thats going to make worse either way"

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

Im going to bed, so either way, he will HAVE to wait until tomorrow.
Thats reasonable.


Thanks so much
I dont think I will ask to delete thread yet, I want to let you guys know how everything goes, and make notes on what to remember.

 

[tinkerbell12]

Yeah the twilight part made me laugh a little..okay okay A LOT.

Thats what I dont understand.
I dont want him to think that I just dont wanna hurt his heart that I really dont, because the truth is..

I just dont know!

Then he said "You can call me when you know the answer" and im thinking "...thats going to make worse either way"

I think you should talk it over either face-to-face or on the phone. Then he'll hear/see how seriously confused you are and how much you don't want to hurt him or his feelings.

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

I will.

WARNING. LONG POST AHEAD.
Im glad i dont have work today, because Im still frazzled.
He stopped asking me a long time ago, but i dunno.
It seriously caught me by surprise.

See there was this fw: i got that was "this is your free pass to ask any question and get the complete 100% honest answer" so i sent it to see what questions i would get but then i got it back from him and so my mind said "Oo thats easy!"

"Who do/did you like?"
"No one, but if i had to itd be you"
"....kiss-pahtooty!!"
"How so?"
"You just said ' i dont like anyone, but if i did it would be you' "
"xD fine fine fine."

LATER on AIM

I was aimin him, and then I got a text "I love you" (i knew it was his friend, who took his phone) so ..whatever.

back to the IM conversation :

he said something weird, and i said
"lovely, just...lovely"
"youre mah lovely"
"Haha, you DO know my secret?"
"which one?"
"The only guy to ever like me is gay"
"thats no true"
"yeah, it is xD"
"HEY. IM NOT GAY"
"huh!?, dude, you dont like me, that was a joke"
"I lied"
"about what?"
"Me telling you I dont like you...I love you"

*sudden dramatic pause*
".......dude, is this *insert name*!?"
*suddenly I get a call on my phone FROM him*
"Okay..i believe you"
"Now do you get it?"
"...i...i...but you..i trusted you"
"It wouldve sounded weird if I had told you through that, I love you. Now answer me this "Do you love me?""
"...I dont date anyway"
"I could change that"
"I know you could, it doesnt matter WHO i find, i just dont do stuff like that yet"
*i was a good staller I stalled for 3 hours more, until i fell asleep*


Im almost at the point of believing that he forgot about it, but...at the same time if i were him i wouldnt.
I feel so TERRIBLE.

BUT..
Why?


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It should be so simple, like he said "Yes, or no" but..its not that simple in my mind. Ive never thought about it before, theres so many options in my mind,and...ahg.

It wouldve been okay if he said "I like you" but..he ..he told me the entire truth OF the truth and told me he loved me!?

i.......drat.
Im stuck xD

 

[AmandaSparks730]

Aww *gives Mouse a huuuuuge arm hug*

That was a bit hard to follow, but I think I gots it.

Don't stall too much longer! He'll just get mad.

I'll say it again: follow your heart.

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

That hurts.
No matter what choice i make, somebody's gonna get hurt.

I almost asked him this question, but then I was like "naw..thats mean".
I dont get it, there was like 3 girls that asked him out taht all LOOKED like his type *crazy mohawks n stuff* but he turned them all down.

Hes not awake yet *I can tell* so Im still thinking this through. Pros+Cons.
I did not sleep well at all. I think that was obvious, because when my mom came in to tell me she was off to work, I screamed "IM SORRY I DIDNT REALIZE IT!" xD *yes...she WAS little weirded out*

Its just weird. We were always a TEAM. It was always that dirty joke at the movies "2 girls 1 guy". I havnt even told her. I'm wondering if thats best. So far no one knows. *EXCEPT YALL OF COURSE ;D* and im thinking its best to keep it that way.

Ahh sorry I keep repeating things.
xD its like..my mind is like a taffy pull, its the same stuff, but it looks different when it comes back through my mind.

 

[MrsSparrow..]

So your not sure how you feel about him?

I can only give you my weird personal experience. I was friends (not best friends though) with a guy who reaaally liked me, I went out with him thinking that because we were friends, it could be a really good relationship. I was wrong..

Just follow your heart and everything will eventually work out for the best.

Keep us posted!



-Ash

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

He hasnt talked to me at all today.
Well he said "Hi" but thats it.

 

[AmandaSparks730]

Oohhh, Mousie!!

It'll be okay

I shall send you Sparks Dust. It's like Pixie Dust, but Amanda Sparks style!!

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

I guess I need it?
*sprinkles over cellphone"

Thanks

 

[AmandaSparks730]

You're very welcome

Sparks Dust is very efficient.

I shall make a commerical for it!!

LOL.

Or else we shall call this boy and help you!

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

Maybe I should call him.
What do I say?
I dont have anything to talk about without going "UH....UH...FREDDIE MERCURY BORN SEPTEMBER 5 1946 DIED NOVEMBER 24 1991!! *hangs up phone really fast*"

xD

 

[AmandaSparks730]

Welllllllll

You can talk about meeeee!

Just kidding

But really, is there anything that you two have in common that you can talk about? Like, interests (besides Queen!)? Or something cool? Maybe make plans for the weekend?

Or...something. LOL.

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

Welllllllll

You can talk about meeeee!

Just kidding

But really, is there anything that you two have in common that you can talk about? Like, interests (besides Queen!)? Or something cool? Maybe make plans for the weekend?

Or...something. LOL.

We almost did.
Infact we HAD plans, but they didnt go anywhere.
Thats what I kinda miss.
I could say a line of a song, and BY HEART he could finish it.

Anywho, thats whats making me so puzzled.
I dont know what happened all of the sudden. Last night he said that he just had his heart broken.
Maybe THATS why hes not talking to me.
Maybe, he thought I DID say "No i dont have any feelings for you".
Its not that I dont, Im just not sure!!
why is this so COMPLICATED!?
*bangs head on keyboard*


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[AmandaSparks730]

Ohhhhh poor Mousie

She needs lots of arm-hugs now!!

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

Arm hugger-fabulous.

Thats it
Imma call him or something.
This is bothering me (obviously) xD

WAIT.
Oh my great scott!
He just started talking to me.
Nothing about last night, thank goooodness.

 

[AmandaSparks730]

Yay! The arm-hugging and Sparks Dust worked!!!