Good evening again everyone!!
Today went much better than the past few but still not great. The fact of things being so sudden make it so hard. We had a candle light thing last night, everyone had candles and we told stories about him. I was okay, I held myself together until a girl sang a song "In Heaven" then I lost it. My best friend and I just cried and hung onto eachother, let me mind you in the POORING RAIN. It just shows even in the rain, how many people came to celebrate his life, and the amount of people who care for him.
Things will get better. It takes time.
We all just have bumps we have to come across in life no matter how hard you try to go around them your bound to hit a few. No matter how fast or slow you eventually make it over.
My friend begged me to leave my house rather than lay in bed tonight so we are going to a faculty show for our school. Maybe it will brighten the mood. I might bring some Girl Scout cookies along.

Ive eaten a whole box this week!

Whoops!