Cassidy...hold on to that dream, it just might come true.
I am an actress myself, and its my life. Both parents hate that I act. They say my performing career has torn our family apart. Its the most annoying excuse ever, but I will not give up on my dream.
I have to felt like running away, like nothing here is woth me staying. However, my involvment in theatre has kept me here. Being involved in a show, and the rehearsal process, keeps me sane! Without rehearsals, I would feel so empty.
Why dont you try taking some acting classes, voice lessons, or theatre? Most states have big regional theatres that put on professional shows, and many of them audition local kids.
Also, a few Broadway and Off Broadway shows audition kids/teens. Jason Robert Brown is casting is musical 13 right now, and Spring Awakening is constantly holding open calls. Does hollywood ever film movies in your area? Most of the time big films are looking for local extras. Also if there are any colleges in your area with a film department then they are deffinatly casting actors for there roles.
DEFFINATLY take up playing an instrument, my guitar has been my life saver! You can get your music fix, and let out your feelings into a song. Its amazing.
I hope you can find an outlet for your passion, once you do I am sure you have the ability to go far!
PM if you ever need anything.