Please tell me that what I'm feeling is normal and I'm not some kind of freak. I could use a lot of reassurance right now.
This will be my first race, ever. I know I should've done a smaller one at some point in my training before this but injuries and timing didn't allow it to work out the way it should have. So here I am, two days from a half marathon, and I'm scared.
I've done my training, with my longest run being 10 miles, albeit slow miles. I'm thinking part of my half will be walked but my ultimate goal would be to jog the whole of it.
Dh and I went to the expo today with our kids in tow. The sheer number of people there combined with the reality setting in on me, it all left me in tears. I couldn't get out of there fast enough. Poor dh, he wanted to stay and I was falling to bits. I'm feeling overwhelmed and in over my head, and doubting my ability and sanity. I'm thinking I'm crazy for even doing this and wondering what I was ever thinking by registering.
Please, tell me I'm not alone....
This will be my first race, ever. I know I should've done a smaller one at some point in my training before this but injuries and timing didn't allow it to work out the way it should have. So here I am, two days from a half marathon, and I'm scared.
I've done my training, with my longest run being 10 miles, albeit slow miles. I'm thinking part of my half will be walked but my ultimate goal would be to jog the whole of it.
Dh and I went to the expo today with our kids in tow. The sheer number of people there combined with the reality setting in on me, it all left me in tears. I couldn't get out of there fast enough. Poor dh, he wanted to stay and I was falling to bits. I'm feeling overwhelmed and in over my head, and doubting my ability and sanity. I'm thinking I'm crazy for even doing this and wondering what I was ever thinking by registering.
Please, tell me I'm not alone....
