Oh, I 100% know I am fat because I eat too much. I have binge eating disorder and depression which is a really bad combination. I eat my feelings. Now I am working with a therapist to focus on those things as well. I don't expect the meds to make everything perfect and make my problems go away. I am hoping they help with the food noise, feeling full, cravings, and things like that.
And I also expect to be on it for the rest of my life. But if it helps me lose weight which will hopefully help with my pain levels, then it will be 100% worth it.
Thank you everyone who has posted so far and been so kind about it.