This guy named Tyler met me at a birthday party last may. He was instantly flirting with me and all that. We were both in other relationships at the time. His attraction and attention towards me never waivered though. There was one time he drove 13 miles, back the way he'd just traveled to see me. He really liked me. It was all innocent flirting back and forth until december of last year. He asked me to go to the christmas dance with him. let me tell you, I was super excited. we really hit it off, and he asked me to be his girlfriend. I said yes.
about three weeks later, i go to disney world. the night before i left, he texted me and broke up with me. we had gotten off teh phone like ten minutes before hand. i was crushed. I mean, he was acting like everything was fine, and he wouldn't talk to me. in the text, he said "please forgive me for my actions."
we get back to school two days later, and he didn't say a word to me. the next day i had been tutoring and i got finished about six minutes before wrestling practice let out. i was walking out to the parkinglot, and we crossed paths. I said "how much longer are we gonna keep playing this 'i won't talk first' game, cause i mean, i love winning, but its getting a little childish" i finally got him to say, "the kind of person you are is not the kind of person I want to be with."
well, i got over it. i stopped crying, i stopped moping and i stopped caring about wanting to be with him. but lately, i've been waivering on that feeling. lately my feelings have been redeveloping. he and i are still good friends, so i told him. he said he didn't feel the same. okay, no big deal.
he and i were planning on hanging out this weekend, and i called him about it last night. he tells me that this girl he works with (akita) asked him out today. my jaw hit the floor. he said, 'let me think about it' to her. i know tyler. that means yes. he went on to tell me that she and her boyfriend broke up a month ago. (jan 14, approx) and he tells me that she was messing around with tyler before they broke up (which is why they broke up) about two or three weeks before hand (this puts us in late december or early january. when tyler and i were together.) he didn't flat out tell me, but he told me that he was cheating on me with her.
fastforward to about an hour later after we got off teh phone. i finally call him back and say, "tyler, were you cheating on me with akita? when you said you and she were messing around, you told me that was happening when you and i were still together. " he said, "no, those dates were rough. i don't remember exact times. its not like we were actually messing around or anything though, it was just a little touching here and there" if he hadn't explained any further and just said "no" i would have believed him. his guilty conscience made him try to justify it to me. (now, i really know him very well. we're close friends, i konw how he lies, and he was lying)
i fell apart. i cried for like two hours. it wouldn't hurt so bad if he had been, god i don't know, drunk or high or something, but he did it SOBER and AT WORK and with a hoochie. Akita is pregnant by the 20something year old ex boyfriend she was cheating on with tyler. shes a ho. (this isn't a catty girl saying this, i'm being flat out honest. she's slept around with tons and tons of people.)
it hurts to realize someone would rather be with a white trash ho than be with you. I mean, if shes better than me, how bad must i be?
but the bad part is i'm to darn shy!
our school doesn't have dances so i can't ask him out or nobodys b-day is coming up
so... NEED GUY HELP!!!!
I know, its easier said then done, but you gotta try!!!
I KNOW I don't like him anymore but seeing them together still hurts. Just knowing that they don't know or care how bad they both hurt me. 
