Girls and Boys!

[Axel]

So John basically had a really crappy afternoon today and I got to comfort him. So, I was pissed at the people who pissed him off and yet overjoyed that I was the one who got to make him feel better, if only slightly.

The rundown:

Today was our last home track meet, and thus Senior Day/Night. We did the whole opening ceremony thing with flowers for the parents and all that cool stuff and we introduced the seniors. John got pretty close to the most applause when he was announced. Everybody pretty much loves this kid. But...

He's got a groin injury, he pulled a muscle or something while working out (wow...that sounds dirty.) and so he's not at his best. He did good in the shot put (29'11", a personal record), but didn't get to throw javelin because of his leg hurting. When he got to discus his first throw was 87'6", but it didn't count because he faulted (stepped out of the circle through the front half) by about a centimeter worth of his shoe. His next two throws were in the 50' range and the 60' range respectively.

We ran a thrower's relay at the end of the meet and as it was Senior day, the boys let him run anchor. The rules of a thrower's relay are simple: the runners should have the majority of their events be throwing events. Well, the boys and girls took second in each of our races. But the team that took first used 3 non-throwers for boys and 2 for girls, so they had an unfair advantage. John only lost by about 3 steps and made up about 4 seconds worth of time because Joey, the kid running third leg, practically walked it "because he was tired". And they all blamed John for it. They said it was his fault that the team took second.

And that's not all. It was Senior Day. Family is supposed to come for senior day. John's mom was in North Carolina and his dad was in Maine (which isn't that far away), so his Granny showed up (I met her, John introduced us much like we were dating- she's very nice) and stayed for about 10 minutes then went to a Gardening Club meeting. Sucks to get ditched for gardening club. And she missed last week's home meet for a play.

So I was ready to beat several people up by the end of the meet and when John volunteered himself for a hug (that lasted several minutes), I knew something was up. He'll give hugs, well, he'll let you hug him, but he hardly ever initiates a hug. The last time he did it to me, it was because his great-aunt was in the hospital dying. And he was all quiet and depressed on the ride home which is so unlike him.

And yeah, it makes me sad that he had a crappy day.

 

[#1TiggerFan]

my crush stared at me a lot today?!

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

That can be a good thing, a bad thing, or it possibly just means nothing.
Personally I hate it when my crush stares at me, when Im not looking. I love it when we have these moments where our eyes lock, and we stare at each other forever (at least it feels that way) until he or I goes "..uhm..so blah blah blah" =D but I hate it when he stares at me, and I know it, but I cant stare back at him. Then I start thinking "Oh gosh...my hairs messy I bet hes looking at me, because he knows I like him or" I just start thinking negative.

I cant think positive about myself.
Other people? Thats easy.
Me? No. I cant find anything good about myself.

 

[AbsoluteAwesome1]

My friend said that she'd email the guy I like and ask if he likes me...
Aaaaaaaaaaahhhh.
I seriously like this guy. Like, I dream about him frequently.
So I guess I'll be a little heartbroken if he says no :l
Then again, if he says yes, it'll be the first time a guy's ever liked me.
That I know of.

 

[#1TiggerFan]

My friend said that she'd email the guy I like and ask if he likes me...
Aaaaaaaaaaahhhh.
I seriously like this guy. Like, I dream about him frequently.
So I guess I'll be a little heartbroken if he says no :l
Then again, if he says yes, it'll be the first time a guy's ever liked me.
That I know of.

tell us when u get the email!!

 

[Babyjustrun]

I got his email yesterday in Social Studies, but um, he hasn't been on?
He could have been working or not on...
Or it could have been fake (it was for a profile on this project website that we're doing).
Who knows.
He's now a part of my daily life, I see him almost every class.
I wish I could see him outside of school, but now from what I can see, it's not possible. Not even for projects.

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

Ooo
My crush, its kinda weird.
We collide outside of school, but we sort of know we will be seeing each other.
Like sometimes I will ask him, and it will be the most random things "Hey are you going to see the production of so and so at so and so" "well duh my family is-" because we kinda knew each other without knowing each other for a long time before we actually met, because of siblings. So i will be at the production thinking "You know, theres a 50 percent chance hes going to be here..." so then for fun you sometimes dress in character, so I will be all dressed up, wearing make up, when I see him wearing nice clothes come up and go "Do I know you?" or sometimes we completely ignore each other because our moms are like insane. They cant stand seeing us with someone of the other gender.

Other then that, we never see each other outside of school, and we never could.

 

[Axel]

So. I was working one-on-one with John in the shot put today and we were trying to get his spin technique down before our next meet (saturday). So after several tries at where his feet should plant, we decided that he should go for it and see how it went.

Well, just before he threw....

he blew me a kiss.

Seriously. And he let me use him as a pillow because I was tired and cold and his shoulders are comfy and he's warm.

I love this kid.

 

[Babyjustrun]

=)

Today was a good day.
Not really excellent, I didn't get to see him too much today. First period he was kind of ignoring me, but it wasn't his fault.
Umm. Then I didn't really get to talk to him till fifth, but it made my day. I like it when I can make him laugh and smile. It makes me smile =)

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

Awwwww how sweet!! That seriously just gave me the warm fuzzies.

So...Im confused. You know how on birthdays, you give someone a hug? Well today he said "so, when is YOUR birthday" because it was my friends, and he gave her a small hug, and I said "It was in april" and he said "Errg!" as in "If I had known that, I wouldve given you a hug".


*face quivers*
Today was awesome. He sat next to me, and we talked for 30 minutes. :-$
I still find it weird, that hes hugged everyone I know, except me.

Anyway, he finds the smallest ways to cheer me up, when Im in the crappiest mood.

 

[Babyjustrun]

I'd like to hug him.
But I'm not really a touchy feely person...
And well, from what I can see he's not either.

 

[Axel]

I'd like to hug him.
But I'm not really a touchy feely person...
And well, from what I can see he's not either.

John isn't a very touchy-feely person, either, but I get to hug him. I'm like...the only one who gets to. It makes me feel all sorts of special.

On a side note...I just pulled a tick off my neck.

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

Ouchie.
D:

I would LOVE. LOVE. LOVE. to have my crush (gosh I hate calling him that, because hes more my friend then anything else, but I...i...(please dont hate me for saying this) but I think I love him. Not like that, but...you know?) hug me.

Please dont hate me for saying that.
:$

 

[Axel]

Ouchie.
D:

I would LOVE. LOVE. LOVE. to have my crush (gosh I hate calling him that, because hes more my friend then anything else, but I...i...(please dont hate me for saying this) but I think I love him. Not like that, but...you know?) hug me.

Please dont hate me for saying that.
:$

John's my personal furnace when it's cold. He just hugs me and keeps me from shivering. And he smells nice, so it's a plus.

Andy why would I hate you? Why would anybody hate you? I'm pretty sure I love John. He's perfect in my eyes.

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

John's my personal furnace when it's cold. He just hugs me and keeps me from shivering. And he smells nice, so it's a plus.

Andy why would I hate you? Why would anybody hate you? I'm pretty sure I love John. He's perfect in my eyes.

Well, I mean it goes against everything I believe in. I don't really believe in teenage love too much, I also don't believe in middle school relationships, but...then I met him..and its like...things changed. I still don't believe in middle school relationships, but I think I might...love him. Not IN love, but love.

 

[Babyjustrun]

There's no doubt I love the guy I like as a person, as a friend. Obviously not romantically, I believe romantic love is two sided.
He's my friend, so if he left or whatever, I would be upset whether I liked him or not.
It's just the fact that I like him so much that sometimes he controls my happiness. And that's not healthy.
Days where I don't see him enough, I'm usually cranky, and snappy.

 

[Ms.Squeakers]

There's no doubt I love the guy I like as a person, as a friend. Obviously not romantically, I believe romantic love is two sided.
He's my friend, so if he left or whatever, I would be upset whether I liked him or not.
It's just the fact that I like him so much that sometimes he controls my happiness. And that's not healthy.
Days where I don't see him enough, I'm usually cranky, and snappy.

Yes!
Thats how I am!!
Exactly!

 

[CrazySteph]

Yeah I agree that love is both sides too, well at least like TRUE love that is...

 

[lpe_bratz]

omgz.....i think i have a crush on a diser

 

[jbcheerchick93]

omgomgomgomgomgomg. i loooooooooooooooove my guy friends. love em to death!

i was talking ot one after he got off work, and we were talking about how he ows me some money....and ANYWAYS!....i was like, i gotta go you're not in verizon and it coasts me alot to text you. then he was like, aren't i your friend?!?! don't you care!?!? and we always joke around, so i was like, of course i care babyboy! then he was like, heyy guess what??!!??!! i love you babygirrrrl!

and my other guy friend totally makes my day by sending me a text with three hearts, totally random, <333. it made my day!

i just had to share, cause i'm super super happy!

oh i forgot my other friend! i was like, don't text as much! i'm working on a project!! then he was like who cares?? then i was like, well i am still texting you....then he was like, thats true. then the best part was that i just went him a smiley face and he sent me a winking face back ;-) and i was like, woww babe, we are the coolest people that i have ever met! hahah

i totally love how they are all themselves with me and totally don't care about how we talk.

sorry i'm just in a typing mood and my fingernails look effin aweswome!! they're all white, and when i type it looks so cool cause the keyboard is white!!