Hi guys. So glad to be home. It took us about 2 1/2 hours to get there, and we talked to Michael for a couple hours. We took his clothes down with us. He will be going to a half way house. I can only hope and pray this helps him. He made the comment he knows the illegal drugs and narcotics, etc aren't good for him. But still swears up and down that Robitussin won't hurt you. So frustrating. But we had a very nice visit with him. The hardest thing Mike said about this whole thing was when he took the house key off Michael's key chain before we left. It is hard, but I know it's the best thing for him. Mike now knows that too. We can only do so much for him. What we have been doing isn't working.
Ok, enough babbling about that.
Robin, Barb, when you smoke a cigarette, the nicotine attaches to your dopamine (feel good chemical in the brain). After a while, your brain will crave more feel good, but is unable to "make" dopamine, so it craves the nicotine that has replaced it. So, as soon as you extinguish that cigarette, your body is already starting it's downward "spiral" and craves more nicotine. Also, the withdrawl isn't as bad as everyone says. If you think about it, when you go to sleep, you're not smoking. All night your body is in withdrawl, but the "symptoms" aren't that bad, or you'd wake up.
If you can get over the mental part of the addiction, you have most of the battle won. The only other part is the habit.
I smoked off and on since I was 15. I am now 42. I smoked on a good day, 1 pack. A bad day, 2 packs. If we went out to a bar and I drank, I would easily go through 3 packs or more. When you decide to quit, stay positive. I CAN quit, I WILL quit.
I just want to share a quick story. I was 2 weeks into my quit and was upstairs helping Mike with something. I came running down the steps and thought, I'm going to have a cigarette. In the next split second I said, I don't smoke anymore. That was that. Just take smoking off the table.
Ok, sorry this is so long. Quitting smoking is something that is very close to my heart, and if I know someone is thinking of quitting, I want to help as much as I can. Been there/ Done that