I reluctantly exercised today. I just didn't feel up to it. But I did it! I feel so much better for doing it too. I was just being lazy, playing on the computer. Goofing off!
If I'm going to be accountable for my actions this weekend..I need to write them down.
Friday went well. Saturday was going great. Even cooked dinner...boneless chicken breast, instant potatoes w/ skim milk and ICBINB spray, and some bush's beans. A meal very low in fat. I ate a little bit of taters and beans...didn't really feel like chicken. Told my husband that I wanted pizza and beer. And that's what I did at 10 at night...while watching the Olympics. I ate 4 slices of ham and green pepper pizza and drank 4 beers. Then decided I wanted some ice cream. Ate some and felt so sick to my stomach! Threw it away. Then went to bed before I decided I wanted something else. Awful, I know!!! So, Sunday I come here and get my head back together. Started off great. Knew I had this jamboree thing to go to at the bowling alley. My husband and I are both bowlers and league secretaries of 2 different leagues. So, it was a kick-off where we can meet with officials and they made us food. I ate a chicken wing, potato salad, baked beans and 3 deviled eggs. Drank water, even though we could have ANYTHING! So, I figured I didn't do that bad...considering what it could have been. Then, we remember we need to feed the kids at home...so on the way home we pick up Popeye's chicken. I ate a biscuit(they are the best), a piece of chicken and some cajun shrimp. Nothing else afterward.
Today, it's already 4:30, I've exercised, drank 10 cups of water, but haven't eaten anything. I don't have anything pulled out for dinner...and I know I need to figure out something or I'm setting myself up for a binge or ordering out!! I'm not hungry at all...I know I need to eat. For some reason my I'm being defiant to myself!! How crazy is that?
I'm into my sixth week of WISHing...and I know I've passed the critical point, I know what I'm doing, I'm keeping up the exercise, but why am I being so awful about this food thing? I don't keep any junk food here anymore (like chips and cookies) so I'm not binging on stuff like that...I just keep wanting bad meals. I guess I'm at that point where nothing sounds good. Sorry for the senseless rant!
Have a good day all....I'll post later after I've eaten dinner...hopefully I'll think of something that's not too bad!