SwimminAtAKL
Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming!
- Joined
- May 11, 2014
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- 58
Welcome, welcome, WELCOME! And THANK YOU for bringing that insight into your post. You said it best when you said "Well-- part of helping myself with this is being willing to look at it honestly, right?" --- That is exactly what I love the most about these challenges. If you are really honest with yourself, you can learn or realize some amazingly eye-opening things. It's really tough to do. You have to set aside the excuses and the justifications and really pinpoint what you do, why you do it, and how you might be able to change that. It's amazing how much of a head game losing weight is!
OK, I think I'm going to set my MFP back up tomorrow. I've been using LoseIt! and I really love it, though a large part of that is because all of my food is already saved there, so I don't have to re-log everything, haha. But it looks like the majority of us are MFP users, and I know you can be friends through the app, so if anybody wants a buddy, let me know!
Good luck to you on your October journey - I can't wait to see where you end up!
Thank you so much for the welcome and words of encouragement! I'm working my way back to being caught up on this thread-- so much inspiration here, and it helps so much to feel connected to other people and their stories. We are not alone!
And I agree, it is absolutely the mental/emotional stuff that must be worked out, when it comes to taking care of ourselves! I'm finally getting a handle on my inner critic, and learning to give myself the support and protection that I need. It's an exciting time of change in my life, where I feel like I'm finally sorting out some long-standing issues.
Thank you so much for the connection, warmth and support!
Drink a full 8oz. glass of water (minimum) and tell yourself you're going to wait 15 minutes and if you still want that snack in 15 minutes then you can have it. I bet that you won't want it anymore!!
I want to ask ...wha? ...why? But I'm not sure I want to know... Great concept, though. BUTT PASTE!

So it looks like I'm home for the day. Less than ideal as we're implementing a new procedure at work today, I'm off for two weeks in two weeks, and it will end up shorting me on my next paycheck since all of my PTO is scheduled for wedding and honeymoon... But I also know that I NEED the extra day off - for my nerves, my sanity, and my projects. Plus my pup is pretty stoked to have mommy home with him. Here's hoping the rest of the week goes more smoothly than this!










on the calories, but oh so good.

I can't justify Subway, either. If I want a sandwich, why spend $6 minimum when I have bread, meat, and cheese at home, and this will end up unsatisfying because it will be drowning in toppings and be more bread that anything else anyway? But, we are in the minority, as the number of Subway storefronts in my area makes it look like it's all anyone in town eats. 
Off to see what projects I can get through!


and this is my very first WISH Challenge! Yippee!!!
So, a bit about myself….let’s see….I’m 38 years old. I can’t remember a time in my life where I wasn’t overweight. Sometimes that thought depresses me. Sometimes I wonder what it would feel like to be a normal size. I guess I’m lucky in the sense that my weight never seemed to make me any different from anyone else in high school and even in college. BUT THEN….I got married. It wasn’t a good marriage. Not in any sense of the word. And I think I used food to cope with it, which made this already big girl an even bigger one! 
While extremely hurtful, that was the moment that FINALLY opened my eyes. I couldn’t believe what I had become. I was 310 pounds and miserable. 
my name is Nathan. I am the N in ANforever1030. I do talk about my DW2B on here occasionally. We are getting married on October 30 and leaving November 3 for our Disneymoon! Similarly to