Me so sad.
Yes, I know, it's only a game, and I didn't really think they'd win, but still,,,,,,maybe I had accumulated enough pixie dust to carry this team. I mean after all, the outcome of every game is dependent on what, and how, YOU, have acted on or said recently.
Yes, YOU, are that important to the outcome of a game.
C'mon, you know that, and I, I, I, most certainly know that, how many times have you said, "They would have won if I wouldn't have gone to the game?"
Or even watched the game?
Anyway, it's all over, life goes on, maybe next year, GO SOX. Just shoot me.
No no, really, I'm ok, it just takes a bit of time to get over this.
However,,,,,,,
My problem was it created a new ending, or beginning, depending on how you looked at things, at least not for me.
This "buck" doesn't totally stop here when it's supposed to.
Or rather, Yes, it does!
It stops a tad prematurly for me, I wanted the "buck", or Bears, to win one more game and make it to the Super Bowl.
No, not for the good of Chicago.
The good of me!
All right;
I promised Smidgy, the love of my life;
that I would do anything possible to continue,
the life of our love.
And that means quit smoking.
I need to quit for not only the obvious reasons, my dad died of cancer,,,, all the bad things everybody know goes with smoking,,,,,but there are other things most folks don't think about.
it can really hurt people with macular degeneration and retina problems.
"Hey, at least give me the Bears in the playoffs, ok?"
Right
So, anyway, there you have it.
Not gonna throw out my remaining smokes till they are gone, trying to time this I guess so my last smoke is at the end of the day. ,,,,,,,,and ,,,,
not planning on quitting the trip report, though I can't possibly even imagine sitting here and writing a chapter without smoking.
So, ,,,, let me say right now up front,,,,,,,
there's a slim chance you just might notice a change in the overall attitude in the reports, I will try my best to be nice,,,,,,,,
but,,,,,,,,,
I'm only human.
At least that's what my anrhropologist says.
I can do this.
Right Marita?
And Sandy?
And great, now I have the eye thing to go along with it,
I even blame myself for the Bears losing because I couldn't see the game in stereo, yeah, Thumper man, Brian Urlacher isn't getting a Super Bowl Ring all because of me, my fault.
Anyway, as they say, "Chip chip old man, " "Many people have it much worse than you do."
Absolutely correct, so I am going to be MR. POSITIVE, if anything, it should be a gas to watch Smidgy freak out.
Are you ready for a trip report with me not complaining about stuff? Wow, talk about your Bizarre! But the "New and improved Nebo " has not choice this time, he had just better be new and improved, and if it doesn't work out physically, then he had better be there emotionally.
Just for the record;
No, I never would have gone into all this in an early trip report, but I am not on Facebook and I know there are many of you that have been reading along with Smidgy and mines Disney adventures for over 4 and a half years now and I believe you to be our friends, as I relish our friendship in return. That's why I think I can get away with talking to you all this way.
So that's it,,,,, if anything, it should be fun to watch me implode trying to quit smoking, believe me, I won't hold back. I have pretty much smoked 2 packs a day since I was 15, for a long time it was more like 3 packs and I thougtht that maybe by making this so "Public" like I'm doing, I can have your backing cuz I certainly wouldn't want to let you down.
So boys and girls, are you with me?
I will tell you exactly when it starts, and keep you apprised, more than likely tomorrow night will be the last smoke I ever have. So we shall see what we shall see.
But I do want to keep this totally back on track as a Disney trip report, no, don't want this to end up in the Community section if you know what I mean, besides, I still have a shipload of pictures to post and after the whole "battery" thing,,,,,,,I"M GONNA DAMN WELL POST THEM!
(hey, I at least gotta post the picture of the Soylent Green that Diane had for dessert the next chapter)
See ya'all soon for that, hugs, steve