ChrisnSteph
<font color=purple>Ask me about Ben Franklin's bat
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I've been having this weird shooting type pain in my left breast. Nothing really painful, usually last just a second or two, but always in the same area. At first I thought it might be a cyst, because I've had them before, but those always go away after my monthly. I hate to admit, I've never done a BSE. It terrifies me, but I had an ultrasound a few years ago and was dx with fibrocystic breasts. So they're really lumpy anyway, and I can't tell what's good or what's bad. Anyhow, I felt around, and noticed that my left side's lumpier than my right, and there is definitely "something" different about one lumpy area. It's also a little bit tender too. I'm completely freaked out to the point of wanting to throw up. In fact I'm shaking as I type this! I have an appt. with the doctor next week, and I don't know how I'm going to get through the weekend. My boys birthday party is tomorrow and I'm a wreck. I went through a horrible hypochondria phase a few years ago, and this just brings those horrible feelings that I'm gonna die all back to me. Am I worrying too much? I'm so convinced that it's cancer that I can't even think straight.


But it's hard to tell, because it's just underneath, sort of near the ridge where my underwire is. I'm 30 years old, but it seems like more and more younger people are getting breast cancer. I'm just sick about this. I really hope it's nothing, but I can't stop crying. My appt. is scheduled for next Monday, that's the soonest they can get me in.
