My first kiss and REAL kiss was with this guy I liked two summers ago. I was 14 and he was 17.
We had hung out a few times before but this was the first time we had been alone, like without friends.
I was sitting on his couch and he was in the back getting his keys and wallet to bring me home. His couch isn't against any wall, and you have to walk behind it when you're leaving the hall going to the front door. He came up behind me and bent down and was like hey, you ready? I said uhmm, no not really. And he bent down and kissed me.
I don't really remember what it was like cause it was so fast.
Then my first REAL kiss.. was a another night a few weeks later. We was on his couch laying down. I was like laying on my side between the back of the couch and him. He had his arm wrapped around me and I like leaned up to talk to him. And he just came up and kissed me, when he went to lay his head back down, I grabbed the back of his neck and was like nuh uh. lol. Like I'm not done.
I HATE thinking about that. haha. He seemed sweet when we was 'talking' but when we started dating.. it didn't even seem like we liked each other.
The second guy... we wasn't dating or liking each other or anything. We was at my friends house. Him and his friend came over and we sat outside. His friend and my friend was in the yard playing basketball and and we sat in the bed of the truck the whole time. When they were leaving I went in the give him a hug and he like started making out with me. I was like uhhhhh awkward. Then for some ODD reason I started like him and we dated for like a month. Every time we'd kiss he'd be like really sloppy. haha. It was gross.
But I've always said.. A kiss isn't a kiss, until its with the right person
I told my boyfriend that after our first kiss cause he never kissed a girl before me. When I have kissed.. three other guys before him.
But with my current boyfriend we was outside a basketball game about to leave and he hugged me so say bye and he like leaned down and kiss me. I wasn't expecting it at all. But the first time we really kissed I was SOOOOO nervous cause I knew it was coming. I was never nervous about kissing a guy before. I guess that's when I realized this was different then my other relationships.
Every time we kiss now, I still get butterflies and get nervous.
