OP here.
It doesn't surprise me that so many people love this forum. I do too. In many ways it has increased my enjoyment of WDW. Sometimes I have to take breaks. But I keep coming back. It keeps me close to WDW and things Disney. I have loved Disney since my first trip in 1973 and even before that waiting for it to open since I first heard about WDW in the late 60's. When Walt died I was so worried the plans would be cancelled.
I realize that the PROBLEM is not with the DIS. It's the way all the information feeds my obsessive compulsive nature.
FOR EXAMPLE, last year I just had to reserve an Illuminations cruise. I never would have known about it except for the DIS. I tried morning after morning. One morning I connected on my first try at 7am and just knew I was going to get it and then my cordless phone died!! I freaked out. And the funny thing was I didn't really care that much but had got it in my head I wanted to get that cruise. Then an hour later I saw I post by the lucky person that got it. UGH.
And I print out all my PS's. Before the DIS I thought PS came at the end of a letter. So during our trip all day I'm thinking "Oh we don't want to be late for that PS.!" And I plan the whole day around a PS rather than just be spontaneous.
See, I know that's not the DIS's fault. And I do have professional help BTW.
For me the MAGIC has always been the unexpected wonderful things that happen at WDW. It's never failed to happen. But I have found that I come close to missing those moments because I'm trying to CREATE magic.
And it can't be created or planned.
Because
MAGIC HAPPENS!
(Anyway, I do love you all

and your posts. I would love to attend one of the chats but my life is crazy busy. Maybe sometime when my wife takes the kids out of town to her parents'.)