Hello Ladies!
I have been reading along, almost from the begining. I almost joined in, but was afraid that I was too dang lazy to really commit, and I hate to let other people down! Anyhow, you gals are awesome, and I hope you don't mind, but I think I am finally ready to jump aboard.
Here's my story: I am 5'2.5". I have always felt like a chub, and I can assure you, based on my pictures, and what I remember my scale saying, I was a rather slender gal. But I have always been well endowed, and even at 120, I remember wearing a DDD cup bra. I think that always makes you feel like a chub. I weighed about 120 most of my life until about age 30, when I had edged my way up to about 150-160. After my first son was born, I dropped back down to about 120. (stress will do that you know, and seeings how my husband turned out to be a compulsive gambler and left town when I was 7 months pregnant, I had plenty), but eventually, I met my one true love whom I married when my son was 5, and who then adopted my son, and fathered number 2. The end result of blissful happiness and second pregnancy and taking an office job 3 years ago is that I now, at age 42, top the scales at about 209. Holy crap, I have not actually told anyone that number yet!
I know that I am an emotional eater, and also from boredom (is that an emotion?). I really love to excercise when I'm doing it, but hate the thought of doing it, so I procrastinate it as much as I can. I started excercising again about 2 months ago, and inspite of my sporatic schedule, I am feeling results. I have been suffering excruciating pain in my calves with even the lightest exhertion, but I (after checking in with the Dr.) have been pushing myself through it, and now am able to make it on the treadmill for 25 to 30 minutes without experiencing that pain. That progress is really what has gotten me ready to start managing my eating a bit. I am resentful of having to diet, because I really like food, and some people can eat anything they want and not gain weight and that is really not fair, so I want to eat anything I want too! But I really hate being fat, it is deadly to my sex life and my health and I am determined to reverse the damage, before it is too late.
So hope all that was not TMI. My current goal is to continue exercising at least 3 times per week, and to limit myself to about 1600 calories per day, in addition to drinking 8 glasses of water. If I do this, I am certain that I can lose enough weight to be below the 200 mark before my Feb. 14 trip to DL. My other goal is to be in good enough condition to endure the 12 hour days that I like to spend at DL.
So, in determining how I am going to do this, I think the first thing I will do is start a food journal. Writing it down will hold me accountable.
It looks like Friday is weighing in day? So, I will report my progress next Friday. NOW, I'm committed...